Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Family -- England -- Fiction
His complete quiescence confirmed me in the assurance that he thought so
himself. He was too ill for speech, but Lawrence, who could not stay
away, was struck with the difference from former times. Not only were
there no delusions, but there was no anxiety or uneasiness, as there had
always been in the former attacks, when he was evidently eager to live,
and still more solicitous to be told if he were in a hopeless state. Now
he had plainly resigned himself—
‘Content to live, but not afraid to die;’
and perhaps, dear fellow, it was chiefly for my sake that he was willing
to live. At least, I know that when the worst was over, he announced it
by putting those wasted fingers into mine, and saying—
‘Well, dear old fellow, I believe we shall jog on together, after all.’
That attack, though the most severe of all, brought, either owing to
skilful treatment or to his own calm, the removal of the mischief, and
the beginning of real recovery. Previously he had given himself no time,
but had hurried on to exertions which retarded his cure, so as very
nearly to be fatal; but he was now perfectly submissive to whatever
physicians or nurses desired, and did not seem to find his slow
convalescence in the least tedious, since he was amongst us all again.
It was nearly a month before he was disposed to recur to the subject of
his old solicitude again, and then he asked what Mr. Fordyce had said or
done. Just nothing at all; but on the next visit paid to the sick-room,
Parson Frank yielded to his earnest request to send for any documents
that might throw light on the subject, and after a few days he brought us
a packet of letters from his deed-box. They were written from Hillside
Rectory to the son in the army in Flanders, chiefly by his mother, and
were full of hot, angry invective against our family, and pity for poor,
foolish ‘Madam,’ or ‘Cousin Winslow,’ as she was generally termed, for
having put herself in their power.
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