Domestic fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Family -- England -- Fiction
‘I am afraid,’ he said, ‘that more thorough conviction and comprehension
are needed before I could address the thing with authority. I should
like to have stayed longer and heard the conclusion.’
For Mr. Stafford had grown impatient and weary, and my father having
satisfied himself that there was something to be detected, would not
remain to the end, and not only carried his companions off, but locked
the doors, perhaps expecting to imprison some agent in a trick, and find
him in the morning.
Indeed Clarence had a dim remembrance of having been half wakened by some
one looking in on him in the night, when he was sleeping heavily after
his cold and the previous night’s disturbance, and we suspected, though
we would not say, that our father might have wished to ascertain that he
had no share in producing these appearances. He was, however, fully
acquitted of all wilful deception in the case, and he was not surprised,
though he was disappointed, that his vision of the lady was supposed to
be the consequence of excited imagination.
‘I can’t help it,’ he said to me in private. ‘I have always seen or
felt, or whatever you may call it, things that others do not. Don’t you
remember how nobody would believe that I saw Lucy Brooke?’
‘That was in the beginning of the measles.’
‘I know; and I will tell you something curious. When I was at Gibraltar
I met Mrs. Emmott—’
‘Mary Brooke?’
‘Yes; I spent a very happy Sunday with her. We talked over old times,
and she told me that Lucy had all through her illness been very uneasy
about having promised to bring me a macaw’s feather the next time we
played in the Square gardens. It could not be sent to me for fear of
carrying the infection, but the dear girl was too light-headed to
understand, and kept on fretting and wandering about breaking her word.
I have no doubt the wish carried her spirit to me the moment it was
free,’ he added, with tears springing to his eyes. He also said that
before the court-martial he had, night after night, dreams of sinking and
drowning in huge waves, and his friend Coles struggling to come to his
aid, but being forcibly withheld; and he had since learnt that Coles had
actually endeavoured to come from Plymouth to bear testimony to his
previous character, but had been refused leave, and told that he could do
no good.
There had been other instances of perception of a presence and of a
prescient foreboding. ‘It is like a sixth sense,’ he said, ‘and a very
uncomfortable one. I would give much to be rid of it, for it is
connected with all that is worst in my life. I had it before Navarino,
when no one expected an engagement. It made me believe I should be
killed, and drove me to what was much worse—or at least I used to think
so.’
‘Don’t you now?’ I asked.
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