Charles Lever, His Life in His Letters, Vol. IILever, Charles
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Charles Lever, His Life in His Letters, Vol. II
Lever, Charles
Lever, Charles James, 1806-1872 -- Correspondence; Novelists, Irish -- 19th century -- Correspondence
many of the traits I was bent on depicting, and for others I am afraid I
had only to take a peep into myself. If it is an error, then, to believe
that in these Confessions I have ever recorded any incidents in my own
life, there is no mistake in supposing that in sketching Harry Lorrequer
I was in a great measure depicting myself, and becoming, allegori-cally,
an autobiographist. Here is a confession which, if thirty odd years had
not rolled over, I might be indisposed to make; but time has enabled me
to look back on my work, and even on myself, with a certain degree of
impartiality, and to feel, as regards both, as the great Paley said a
man feels after he has finished his dinner, “That he might have done
better.” It is perfectly unnecessary that I should say when and where
I wrote these sketches; no thought of future authorship of any kind
occurred to me, far less did I dream of abandoning my profession as
a physician for the precarious livelihood of the pen. Indeed their
success, such as it was, only became known to me after I had left
Ireland and gone to live abroad, and it was there--at Brussels--my
publishers wrote to me to request a continuance of my Confessions, with
the assurance that they had found favour in the world and flattering
notice from the press. Though I have been what the sarcastic French
moralist called “blessed with a bad memory” all my life, I can still
recall the delight--I cannot call it less--with which I heard my attempt
at authorship had been successful. I did not awake, indeed, “to find
myself famous,” but I well remember the thrill of triumphant joy with
which I read the letter that said “Go on,” and the entrancing ecstasy
I felt at the bare possibility of becoming known one day as a writer. I
have had, since then, some moments in which a partial success has made
me very happy and very grateful, but I do not believe that all these
put together, or indeed any possible favour the world might mete to
me, would impart a tithe of the enjoyment I felt on hearing that ‘Harry
Lorrequer’ had been liked by the public, and that they asked for more of
him. If this sort of thing amuses them, thought I, I can go on for ever;
and believing this to be true, I launched forth with all that prodigal
waste of material which, if it forms one of the reasons of success, is,
strictly speaking, one among the many demerits of this story. That I
neither husbanded my resources nor imagined that they could ever fail
me were not my only mistakes; and I am tempted to show how little I
understood of the responsibilities of authorship by repeating what
I have told elsewhere,--an incident of the last number of ‘Harry
Lorrequer.’ The MS. which contained the conclusion of the story had been
sent through the Foreign Office bag from Brussels, and possibly had been
mistaken for a despatch. At all events, like King Theodore’s letter it
had been thrown on one side and forgotten. In this strait my publishers
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