Charles O'Malley, The Irish Dragoon, Volume 2Lever, Charles
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Charles O'Malley, The Irish Dragoon, Volume 2
Lever, Charles
Peninsular War, 1807-1814 -- Fiction
only had taught me to feel how ennobling, how elevating in all its impulses
can be a deep-rooted passion for a young and beautiful girl! From her
eyes alone had I caught the inspiration that made me pant for glory and
distinction. I could not transfer the allegiance of my heart, since it had
taught that very heart to beat high and proudly. Lucy, lost to me forever
as she must be, was still more than any other woman ever could be; all the
past clung to her memory, all the prestige of the future must point to it
also.
And Power, why had he not trusted, why had he not confided in me? Was this
like my old and tried friend? Alas! I was forgetting that in his eye I was
the favored rival, and not the despised, rejected suitor.
“It is past now,” thought I, as I rose and walked into the garden; “the
dream that made life a fairy tale is dispelled; the cold reality of the
world is before me, and my path lies a lonely and solitary one.” My first
resolution was to see Power, and relieve his mind of any uneasiness as
regarded my pretentions; they existed no longer. As for me, I was no
obstacle to his happiness; it was, then, but fair and honorable that I
should tell him so; this done, I should leave Lisbon at once. The cavalry
had for the most part been ordered to the rear; still there was always
something going forward at the outposts.
The idea of active service, the excitement of a campaigning life, cheered
me, and I advanced along the dark alley of the garden with a lighter and a
freer heart. My resolves were not destined to meet delay; as I turned the
angle of a walk, Power was before me. He was leaning against a tree, his
hands crossed upon his bosom, his head bowed forward, and his whole air and
attitude betokening deep reflection.
He started as I came up, and seemed almost to change color.
“Well, Charley,” said he, after a moment’s pause, “you look better this
morning. How goes the arm?”
“The arm is ready for service again, and its owner most anxious for it. Do
you know, Fred, I’m thoroughly weary of this life.”
“They’re little better, however, at the lines. The French are in position,
but never adventure a movement; and except some few affairs at the pickets,
there is really nothing to do.”
“No matter, remaining here can never serve one’s interests, and besides, I
have accomplished what I came for--”
I was about to add, “the restoration of my health,” when he suddenly
interrupted me, eying me fixedly as he spoke.
“Indeed! indeed! Is that so?”
“Yes,” said I, half puzzled at the tone and manner of the speech; “I can
join now when I please; meanwhile, Fred, I have been thinking of you. Yes,
don’t be surprised, at the very moment we met you were in my thoughts.”
I took his arm as I said this, and led him down the alley.
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