He paused, but Toby sat in silence, her face bent over Betty's fair head.
When he spoke again, his eyes had gone back to the quiet sea and the far
horizon. There was a hint of pathos about him, albeit his face was grim.
"It may have surprised you to see me in Paris with her," he said. "I'm
not the sort of man that runs after--that type of woman. But I went to
Rozelle because she was dying, and because once--long ago--she was my
wife."
A faint sound came from Toby, but still she did not speak or lift her
face.
Larpent went on steadily, unemotionally. "She went wrong--ran away--while
I was at sea. She was too young to be left alone. Afterwards--too late--a
child was born. She told me the night before she died that the child was
mine."
"Good God!" said Toby under her breath.
He went on, grimly monotonous. "I never knew of the child's existence. If
I had known, it might have made a difference. But it's too late now. She
wanted me to find and protect the child. I promised to do my best. And
when I found her, I was to tell her one thing. Rozelle prayed for her
child's forgiveness every day."
He ceased to speak, and there fell a silence, long and painful. The tide
was turning, and the soft wash of tiny breakers came up the sand. Sea and
sky mingled together, opalescent in the misty sunlight. The man's eyes
gazed without seeing. Toby's were full of tears.
He turned at last and looked at her, then, moved by what he saw, laid an
awkward hand upon her arm.
"I'm not asking anything from you," he said. "But I'd like you to know
I'd have done more--if I'd known."
She threw him a quick look, choking back her tears. "It--it--it's rather
funny, isn't it?" she said, with a little crack of humour in her voice.
"I'm--I'm very sorry. Captain Larpent."
"Sorry?" he said.
"For you," said Toby, with another piteous choke. "I've been foisted on
to you so often. And you--you've hated it so."
"That's the tragic part of it," said Larpent.
She brushed away her tears and tried to smile. "I wonder you bothered to
tell me," she said.
His hand closed almost unconsciously upon her arm. "I had to tell you,"
he said. "It's a thing you ought to know." He hesitated a moment, then
concluded with obvious effort. "And I wanted to offer you my help."
"Thank you," whispered Toby. "You--you--that's very--generous of you."
She gulped again, and recovered herself. "What do you want to do about
it?" she said.
"Do? Well, what can I do?" He seemed momentarily disconcerted by the
question.
Toby became brisk and business-like. "Well, you don't want to retire and
live in a cottage with me, do you? We shouldn't either of us like that,
should we?"
"There's no question of that now," said Larpent quietly. "Your home is
with your husband, not with me."
Toby flinched a little. "My home isn't anywhere then," she said. "When I
left him, it was--for good."
"Why did you leave him?" said Larpent.
Toby's lips set in a firm line, and she made no answer.
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