Charles Tyrrell; or, The Bitter Blood. Volumes I and IIJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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Charles Tyrrell; or, The Bitter Blood. Volumes I and II
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
Mr. Driesen, therefore, suddenly found himself served with respect and
zeal; the servants came for his orders, and ventured to talk to him of
"poor Master Charles," and of what could be done for him; but Mr.
Driesen mistook the motive, and thought that it was the change of
circumstances which produced this alteration, not a change in the
estimation of his own character. On the evening of the funeral, Mr.
Driesen endeavoured to read as he was wont to do. No ordinary book
would suit him however; Machiavelli had no charms; Voltaire could not
engage his attention; in forcing himself to read a few pages of
the Philosophical Dictionary, he felt like an eagle chasing a
butterfly--he felt how vain it all is--he felt, in short, how empty
and insufficient are the subtilest reasonings of the human mind, when
brought in opposition with the mighty feelings of the human heart--he
felt that there is a deeper, a stronger, a more majestic philosophy
planted ineradically in our bosoms by the hand of God, on which the
philosophy, that can clothe itself in words, acts as iron on the
diamond. He then tried Bayle and Hobbes--but the one was dust, and the
other was ashes.
His last attempt was upon a manuscript book, in which he had collected
passages from Plato, and scraps attributed to Epicurus, and many
another choice extract, comprising all the most questionable doctrines
of Pagan speculators. Neither would that suit him at the moment. He
felt that his mental stomach was not of its usual ostrich tone, and
that he could not bolt cast-iron.
As the last resource, he took up his hat and walked out into the park,
sauntering in the moonlight over the open lawns, but avoiding the
deeper walks in the woods, which in their gloomy shade assimilated
more than he desired with the tone of his feelings at that time. The
following night the same mood continued, only he maintained the
struggle with his books a shorter time, and going out between nine and
ten, walked for more than an hour and a half up and down the
lady-walk, with his thoughts indeed not in the same state of turmoil
and confusion, with all that had occurred during the last week, as
they had been on the preceding night; but still sad, gloomy, and
disturbed. Many was the sigh to which he gave way--many was the little
gesture of despondency, or impatience of God's will, which he suffered
to appear, little knowing that during a part of the time at least,
another eye was upon him, as we have shown before.
It was late when he returned to the house, and the servant who came to
give him admittance, exclaimed with a joyful look as he entered, "Oh,
sir, do you know what has happened; Master Charles has escaped from
prison!"
Mr. Driesen started and gazed in the man's countenance, demanding, in
a low tone, "Is he here?"
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