Charlotte's InheritanceBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Charlotte's Inheritance
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
Of his dreary wanderings in the early morning the household knew nothing.
The time which he chose for these purposeless rambles was just the time
when no one was astir. The watchers in the two rooms above heard neither
his going out nor his coming in, so stealthy were his movements on every
occasion. But without this intermission from the dreadful concentration
of his life, without this amount of physical exercise and fresh air,
Philip Sheldon could scarcely have lived through this period. The
solitude of shipwrecked mariner cast upon a desolate island could hardly
be more lonely than this man's life had been since his return from
Harold's Hill. From his study to the dining-room, and from the
dining-room back to his study, was the only variety of his dreary days
and nights. He had an iron bedstead put up in his study, and there he lay
in the earlier hours of the night, taking such rest as he could from
fitful dozing that was scarcely sleep, or from brief intervals of heavy
slumber made horrible by torturing dreams.
In this room he could hear every sudden movement in the hall, every
footstep on the stairs, every opening and shutting of the outer door.
Here, too, he could keep his watch, holding himself ready to counter the
movements of his enemies, should any opportunity arise for action on his
part, defensive or aggressive.
To this room he stealthily returned one brilliant summer morning as the
clocks were striking six. He had been walking in the Bayswater Road,
amidst all the pleasant stir and bustle of early morning. Waggons coming
in from the country, milkwomen setting forth on their daily rounds,
clamorous young rooks cawing among the topmost branches of the elms,
song-birds chirruping and gurgling their glad morning hymn; and over all
things the glory and the freshness of the summer sunshine.
But to Philip Sheldon it was as if these things were not. For the last
twelve or fifteen years of his life he had taken no heed of the change
of the seasons, except insomuch as the passage of time affected his
bill-book, or the condition of that commercial world which was the
beginning and end of his life. Now, less than ever, had he an ear for
the carolling of birds, or an eye for the glory of summer sunlight, or
the flickering shadows of summer leaves faintly stirred by the soft
summer wind.
He re-entered his house with a half-dazed sense of the stir and life that
had been about him in the high road. It was a relief to him to escape
this life and brightness, and to take shelter in the gloom of his study,
where the shutters were closed, and only a faint glimmer of day crept
through a chink in the shrunken woodwork.
For the first time since the beginning of this dreary period of idleness
and suspense he felt himself thoroughly beaten, and instead of going up
to his dressing-room for his careful morning toilet, as it was his habit
to do at this hour, he flung himself, dressed as he was, upon the low
iron bedstead, and fell into a heavy slumber.
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