Charlotte's InheritanceBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Charlotte's Inheritance
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Fiction
"And afterwards, when I'm gone, you won't like to marry within six months
of your father's funeral; and you will be left alone in the world. You
can't hang on to Hawkehurst and his wife. The best thing you can do,
Lenoble, is to marry her out of hand, and let me see her by my bedside as
Madame Lenoble of Cotenoir. It will be some consolation for me to see
that day. I thought to have shared your home, with a run to Paris
occasionally just to freshen myself up a little; but that's all over now.
It does seem rather hard to me sometimes; and I think of Moses, and his
forty years in the Desert with those ill-conditioned Israelites, who were
always getting into some scrape or other--setting up golden calves, and
that kind of thing--if he turned his back on them for twenty-four hours.
A pack of ungrateful beggars too, always ready for mutiny--regular
radicals, begad! And he went through it all: the sand, and the _toujours_
quails, and the ingratitude; and after forty years of it, when he saw the
Promised Land stretched before him green and fertile on the other side of
the river--he died! I've been through my desert, the dreary wanderings
over the barren sand, and the ingratitude of men I've served. Yes, I've
gone through it all; and just as I catch a glimpse of Canaan, the curtain
drops."
On this they comforted him; and sustained him with the promise of a
brighter Canaan than Cotenoir.
"Yes," he said in a dreamy voice, "I read about it very often. A city
with foundations of jasper and chalcedony, emerald and sardonyx; gates of
pearl, pavements of gold. That's what St. John the Evangelist saw in his
vision; and we've only his word for it. But there's something that I can
believe and can understand: 'In my Father's house there are many
mansions.' There's more hope for a sinful man of the world in that
promise than in all St. John's dreams about gates of pearl and
foundations of emerald."
The Captain was failing fast. He had exchanged his easy-chair for a sofa
now; and the time seemed near at hand when he must exchange the sofa for
his bed. After that there would remain but one last change, to the
contemplation whereof the sick man was becoming daily more reconciled.
He had read his Gospel more diligently of late, and had taken comfort
from those sublime pages. Do they not contain consolation, hope, promise
for all--for the weary man of the world as well as for the saint? There
is to be found the only creed that can adapt itself to every condition
of life, and has a margin wide enough for every weakness of erring
humanity. Buddhism may contain a scheme of morality almost as perfect;
Mahomet may have expounded hopes that seem well-nigh as divine; but in
the Gospel is the only system that will adapt itself at once to the
culture of the spiritual man, and the active life of the practical
worker in this lower world.
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