Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty CraigHolmes, Mary Jane
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Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty Craig
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century; Americans -- France -- Fiction; Manners and customs -- Fiction
I had put the rose between the leaves of a heavy book that night, and
when, weeks afterward, I found it there, I laid it away in a little
Japanese box with a lock of Archie’s bright brown hair, cut for me from
his dead brow by Lady Darinda’s hand, and one of Tom’s sandy curls cut
by himself with a jack-knife, and given me on one of my birth-days. That
was twelve years in the past, and everything was so changed, and I was
so tired, so poor and lonely as I recalled it all, and thought first of
Archie dead, then of the father dead also, and the money gone, and then
of Tom, who had been so much to me once, and who seemed of late to have
forgotten me entirely, for I had not heard from him since July, when he
wrote, asking for my photograph, and bidding me be sure and send it, as
he wished to know how “the little old mother looked after a dozen
years.”
That was what he called me; “little old mother,” the name he gave me
long ago when I used to lecture him so soundly and call him a “naughty
boy.” He had asked me in the letter if I did not want some money,
saying, if I did he wished I would tell him so frankly, and it should be
forthcoming to any amount. I did not want money from him; he was too
much a stranger to me now to admit of that, but I had sent him a
photograph, which the Misses Keith had pronounced excellent, but which I
thought younger, fairer, and better-looking than the face I knew as
mine. Still, such as it was, I sent it to Tom, and thanked him for
offering me money, and said I did not need it, and told him of my
projected trip to Switzerland with some friends, and asked him to write
to me again, as I was always glad to hear from him. But he had not
written me a line, and it was almost four months now since I sent him
the photograph.
“He was probably disappointed and disgusted with the picture, and so has
ceased to think of or care for me,” I said; and notwithstanding my
newly-renovated room, which an hour before I thought so bright and
cheerful, I do not remember that I had ever felt so lonely, and
wretched, and forsaken, as I did that night, when I sat thinking of Tom
and listening to the rain which had commenced to fall heavily, and was
beating against the shutters of the room.
How long I sat there I do not know, but the house was perfectly quiet,
and the fire was burned out, when at last I undressed myself and crept
shivering to bed.
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