Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty CraigHolmes, Mary Jane
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Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty Craig
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century; Americans -- France -- Fiction; Manners and customs -- Fiction
She spoke rapidly, and kept working at the solitaire, without once
looking at me, till I said: “You are Lady Darinda Cleaver?”
Then her large blue eyes looked straight at me and she replied:
“I was Lady Darinda Cleaver, cousin to Archibald Browning, whom you were
engaged to marry. If you had married him you would have been Lady
Cleaver now of Briarton Lodge, for both my brothers are dead, and Archie
was next in succession.”
“Lady Cleaver of Briarton Lodge;” I whispered the words with a gasp, and
for a moment tried to realize what was involved in being Lady Cleaver of
Briarton Lodge.
Not a third floor back room, sure, with shabby boots and mended gloves,
and faded dress of gray, but luxury and elegance, and troops of servants
and friends, and equality with such people as Lady Fairfax, who, I knew,
was trying to imagine how the crumpled, forlorn little woman, with the
shabby boots and feather, would have looked as Lady Cleaver of Briarton
Lodge. Tom had once taunted me with the possibility of my being Lady
Cleaver, and with a thought of him the great bitter throb of regret for
what might have been passed away, and I was glad in my heart that I was
not the mistress of Briarton Lodge; so, when at last Lady Fairfax said
to me, “Are you not sorry?” I looked at her steadily and answered, “Yes,
very sorry that Archie is dead, but not sorry that I am not his wife.
Years have shown me that we were not suited to each other. We should not
have been happy together, and then——” I hesitated a moment, while a
feeling of pique, or malice, or jealousy, or whatever one chooses to
call a desire to give another a little sting, kept growing within me,
until at last I added, “and then—Archie’s first choice was for you; he
loved you best; offered himself to you first, you know. You wrote me so
in the letter.”
She turned the solitaire on her finger entirely round, and her cheek
flushed as she smiled faintly, and replied:
“Offered himself to me first? Yes, and was very fond of me, I think, but
whether he loved me best is doubtful. Poor Archie, he did not want to
die, and at the last, after he had ceased to answer our questions, he
whispered to himself: ‘Poor little girl; she will be so sorry. Be kind
to her.’ That was you, I think.”
There was a great lump now in my throat, and a faintness came over me
which must have shown itself in my face, for Lady Darinda exclaimed:
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