Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty CraigHolmes, Mary Jane
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Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty Craig
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century; Americans -- France -- Fiction; Manners and customs -- Fiction
A withering glance from Lottie’s eyes silenced Miss Agatha, while
Lottie’s cheeks were scarlet, and her pulse throbbed faster than its
wont. She was not naturally hard and cruel, and given to wounding people
unnecessarily. She professed to be a Christian; perhaps she was one. She
certainly was very rigid with regard to all the fasts and holy days, and
no religious devotee kept Lent, so far as churchgoing was concerned,
more strictly than she did; but she had been reared and trained in the
school of fashion and caste until many of her better impulses were
warped and deformed, and she sometimes did things thoughtlessly, of
which she repented afterward. Bearing the reputation of being
exceedingly exclusive, she had no idea of inviting into her charmed
circle any who wished to enter, and deemed it her duty to shut and bar
the door against all intruders, especially if she felt that the intruder
had some claim upon her. So, when she overheard Kitty’s complaint, and
felt in her heart that not only herself but many of her sisters in the
church were sadly remiss in their reception of strangers, she said what
she did, in a sudden fit of impatience that any one should expect to
make her acquaintance at a sewing society. But she had no idea it was
Kitty Craig whom she was lashing so unmercifully, and she would have
given considerable for the privilege of recalling her thoughtless words.
But it was too late; the mischief was done, and Kitty was gone, and, as
is frequently the case when we are conscious of having injured a person
in any way, Lottie, after the first pangs of self-reproach were over,
found herself with a greater aversion than ever to that “nutshell of a
house” which might be “put into her parlor,” and Kitty’s chances for an
acquaintance with Mrs. Amasa Steele were far less than before. “A rat
among cats” she certainly was, and she felt it keenly as she walked
home, with Lottie’s scornful words ringing in her ears and making her
heart throb so painfully.
“The sensitive ones, who feel slighted if they are not noticed.”
Had it really come to this, that she was thus designated—she, who at
home had been first in everything, and had herself, perhaps, been a
little hard on the sensitive ones, not knowing then just how they felt.
She knew now, and, once alone in her room, wept bitter tears at the
first real slight she had ever received. Then, as she remembered what
Lottie had said of duty, she questioned herself closely to see how far
her motives in going so regularly to the sewing-rooms had been pure and
such as God would approve, and she found, alas! that they would not
altogether bear the test applied. Something beside a genuine desire to
do good had drawn her thither; a hope that she might by chance make some
pleasant acquaintance, had been strong in her heart, and she confessed
it, amid a gush of tears, to the Friend who never failed her, and to
whom she always took her sorrows, whether great or small.
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