Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty CraigHolmes, Mary Jane
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Chateau d'Or, Norah, and Kitty Craig
Holmes, Mary Jane
American fiction -- 19th century; Americans -- France -- Fiction; Manners and customs -- Fiction
“‘Yes, I will tell you what I know, Ernest Haverleigh, and I am glad, so
glad, of this hour of settlement between us. I told you your wife had
gone to America, and you ask me why. Strange question to ask about a
wife, a mere girl, whom you have kept shut up so long a prisoner in
reality, with no freedom whatever. A wife whom you have branded with
insanity, when she is far more sane than you, a wife to whom you have
told lie after lie, withholding her letters, and making her believe her
mother dead and her old home desolate. Ay, Ernest Haverleigh, you may
well turn pale, and grasp the chair, and breathe so heavily, and ask me
how I know all this. I do know that they across the sea, in the little
red house, thought her a lunatic, and mourned for her as such, while
she, this side the water, mourned her mother dead and sister gone she
knew not where, for you never told her; and you did all this to her, for
why, I know not, except the foolish words she spoke in New York when she
did not love you. What matter for love then, and she so young? In time
it would have come. She meant you fair, and you, you darkened her young
life, and made her almost crazy, and she could not love you. Only one
did that truly—loved you to her snare and death, but I come not to speak
of her yet, or I cannot say to you what I must. Madame Anna would have
loved you in time, but you killed the love, and she was so desolate when
I went to the chateau to hate her—yes, to hate her, and make merry of
her because she was your wife. I did not want to be your wife, remember
that; not now, not yet. I like freedom too well, but by and by, when I
am older, and the hair is gray, and the rouge and the powder will not
cover the wrinkles, I meant to be Madame Haverleigh, and respectable,
and go and live in England, and make the strict madames and
mademoiselles think much of me; but this little pale American came
between, and I meant to hate her, but could not, for the sweetness and
helplessness in the blue eyes and the—oh, _mon Dieu_, the look of the
dead darling in her face. So I liked her much, and pitied her more, and
then—oh, woe is me!—then I found at last my darling’s grave—found it
there at that dreary place. Agatha, my sister, whom you ruined and drove
mad, really mad, and killed, you villain! Oh, you villain! how I hate
you, and how I would tear your heart out and break it as you broke hers,
only I want you to live and hear me out, you villain!’
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