Great Britain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction; Peddlers -- Fiction; Riots -- England -- Fens, The -- Fiction
Zita possessed a considerable amount of pride—a different sort of
pride, maybe, from any that we can conceive in our stations in life.
It was not vanity. She concerned herself little about her personal
appearance, and made no effort by dress to display her beauty. She
knew she was a good-looking girl, and was indifferent to the fact.
She had no education of the sort which we prize; but she had stood on
platforms, her feet level with the shoulders of the general public, and
she had come, instinctively, without being able to account to herself
for it, to regard herself as possessing a character, a dignity of her
own above that which belonged to the members of the general public. She
who stood above it actually must live up to her level, and stand above
it in moral strength and integrity.
Zita had a simple and innocent mind. She had been reared in a van, had
led a rambling life, her sole associate had been a father—a kindly
man, gentle, good after his lights, and very careful of her welfare.
The fact of her having been shifted perpetually from place to place
had prevented her forming associates, making fast friendships, so that
she had really had none to affect her mind save her father, and had
grown to womanhood a singular combination of shrewdness and simplicity.
Thus her heart was fresh and childlike, whilst her brain was keen in
all that concerned commerce. She had been carefully screened by the
Cheap Jack father from everything that could taint the sweetness of her
innocence and sully the crystalline purity of her mind.
There was one thing she had never learned from her father, one thing
of which till this moment she had no conception—the power of public
opinion. She had acquired in her vagrant life an idea that the general
public was a something to be laughed at and laughed with, that was to
be humoured, cajoled, befooled; but it had never been suspected by her
that the public could utter its voice and make the heart quake, breathe
on and blast a reputation, could bite and poison the blood.
Now, suddenly, a veil was lifted, and she saw the general public in a
new light, and felt the terrible power over her life and happiness that
it exercised.
No man is so free as the man without a home. If he has committed an
indiscretion, he pulls up his tent-pegs, moves away, and is forgotten.
But a man who remains on the scene of his indiscretion is haunted by
it ever after. The remembrance clings to him as the shirt of Nessus.
It is never forgotten, never forgiven. As long as the van crawled over
the face of the country, changing the atmosphere that surrounded it, it
eluded the force of public opinion. Its inmates paid no tax to it; were
not registered on its books. But hardly had Zita become settled before
its burden fell upon her.
'Unsay what you have said!' cried Zita, grasping Mrs. Tunkiss by the
arm.
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