Life on other planets -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space warfare -- Fiction
"Better not, mother. When Mentor says anything like that, it means
suicide. We don't want to lose you, too." Kit pleaded, and the four
girls added their pleas to his.
Clarrissa knew that suicide was against the Code--but she also knew
that, as long as there was any chance at all, Lensmen always went in.
"Exactly how great?" she demanded, vibrantly. "It isn't absolutely
certain--it _can't_ be!"
"No, daughter, it is not absolutely certain."
"QX, then, I'm going in. Nothing can stop me."
"Very well. Tighten your linkage, Clarrissa, with me. Yours will be
the task of sending your thought to your husband, wherever and whenever
in total space and in total time he may be. If it can be done, you can
do it. You alone of all the entities in existence can do it. I can
neither help you nor guide you in your quest; but by virtue of your
relationship to him whom we are seeking, your oneness with him, you
will require neither help nor guidance. My part will be to follow you
and to construct the means of his return, but the real labor is and
must be yours alone. Take a moment, therefore, to prepare yourself
against the effort, for it will not be small. Gather your resources,
daughter; assemble all your forces and your every power."
* * * * *
They watched Clarrissa, in her distant room, throw herself prone upon
her bed. She closed her eyes, buried her nose in the counterpane, and
gripped a side rail fiercely in each hand.
"Can't we help, too?" The Five implored, as one.
"I do not know." Mentor's thought was as passionless as the voice of
Fate. "I know of no force at your disposal which can affect in any way
that which is to happen. Since I do not know the full measure of your
powers, however, it would be well for you to accompany us, keeping
yourselves alert to take instant advantage of any opportunity to be of
aid. Are you ready, daughter Clarrissa?"
"I am ready," and the Red Lensman launched her thought.
Clarrissa Kinnison did not know, then or ever, did not have even the
faintest inkling of what she did or of how she did it. Nor, tied to
her by bonds of heritage, love, and sympathy though they were and of
immense powers of mind though they were, did any of the Five succeed,
until after many years had passed, in elucidating the many complex
phenomena involved. Even Mentor, the ancient Arisian sage, never did
understand.
All that any of them knew was that an infinitely loving and intensely
suffering woman, stretched rigidly upon a bed, hurled out through space
and time a passionately questing thought--a thought behind which she
put everything she had.
Clarrissa Kinnison, Red Lensman, had much--and every iota of that
impressive sum total ached for, yearned for, and insistently
_demanded_ her Kim--her one and only Kim. Kim her husband; Kim the
father of her children; Kim her lover; Kim her other half; Kim her all
in all for so many perfect years.
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