Grimbal's existence had been of a rough-and-ready sort shone over by
success. Philosophy he lacked, for life had never turned his mind that
way; religion was likewise absent from him; and his recent tremendous
disappointment thus thundered upon a mind devoid of any machinery to
resist it. The possession of Phoebe Lyddon had come to be an accepted
and accomplished fact; he chose her for his own, to share the good
things Fortune had showered into his lap--to share them and be a
crowning glory of them. The overthrow of this scheme at the moment of
realisation upset his estimate of life in general and set him adrift and
rudderless, in the hurricane of his first great reverse. Of selfish
temperament, and doubly so by the accident of consistent success, the
wintry wind of this calamity slew and then swept John Grimbal's common
sense before it, like a dead leaf. All that was worst in him rose to the
top upon his trouble, and since Will's marriage the bad had been winning
on the good and thrusting it deeper and deeper out of sight or immediate
possibility of recovery. At all times John Grimbal's inferior
characteristics were most prominently displayed, and superficial
students of character usually rated him lower than others really worse
than himself, but who had wit to parade their best traits. Now, however,
he rode and strode the country a mere scowling ruffian, with his
uppermost emotions still stamped on his face. The calamity also bred an
unsuspected sensitiveness in him, and he smarted often under the
reflection of what others must be thinking. His capability towards
vindictiveness proved very considerable. Formerly his anger against his
fellow-men had been as a thunder-storm, tremendous but brief in
duration; now, before this bolt of his own forging, a steady, malignant
activity germinated and spread through the whole tissue of his mind.
Those distractions open to a man of Grimbal's calibre presently blunted
the edge of his loss, and successful developments of business also
served to occupy him during the visit he paid to Africa; but no
interests as yet had arisen to obscure or dull his hatred of Will
Blanchard. The original blaze of rage sank to a steady, abiding fire,
less obviously tremendous than that first conflagration, but in reality
hotter. In a nature unsubtle, revenge will not flourish as a grand
passion for any length of time. It must reach its outlet quickly and
attain to its ambition without overmuch delay, else it shrivels and
withers to a mere stubborn, perhaps lifelong, enmity--a dwarfish, mulish
thing, devoid of any tragic splendour. But up to the point that John
Grimbal had reached as yet, his character, though commonplace in most
affairs, had unexpectedly quickened to a condition quite profound where
his revenge was concerned.
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