These words, from Martin's point of view, embraced a definite assurance
that Chris was free; and, as they walked homewards, he kept silence upon
this thought for the space of half an hour. The uneasy hopes and black
fears of love circled him about. Perhaps his timorous mind, in some
moods, had been almost relieved at declaration of the girl's engagement
to another. But now the tremendous task of storming a virgin heart lay
ahead of him, as he imagined. Torments unfelt by those of less sensitive
mould also awaited Martin Grimbal. The self-assertive sort of man, who
rates himself as not valueless, and whose love will not prevent callous
calculation on the weight of his own person and purse upon the argument,
is doubtless wise in his generation, and his sanguine temperament
enables him to escape oceans of unrest, hurricanes of torment; but
self-distrust and humility have their value, and those who are oppressed
by them fall into no such pitiable extreme as that too hopeful lover on
whose sanguine ear "No" falls like a thunderbolt from red lips that were
already considered to have spoken "Yes." A suitor who plunges from lofty
peaks of assured victory into failure falls far indeed; but Martin
Grimbal stood little chance of suffering in that sort as his brother
John had done.
The antiquary spoke presently, fearing he must seem too self-absorbed,
but Clement had little to say. Yet a chance meeting twisted the
conversation round to its former topic as they neared home. Upon
Chagford Bridge appeared Miller Lyddon and Mr. Blee. The latter had been
whitewashing the apple-tree stems--a course to which his master attached
more importance than that pursued on Old Christmas Eve--and through the
gathering dusk the trunks now stood out livid and wan as a regiment of
ghosts.
"Heard from your brother since he left?" Mr. Lyddon inquired after
evening greetings.
"I cannot yet. I hope he may write, but you are more likely to hear than
I."
"Not me. I'm nothing to un now."
"Things will come right. Don't let it prey on your mind. No woman ever
made a good wife who didn't marry where her heart was," declared Martin,
exhibiting some ignorance of the subject he presumed to discuss.
"Ah! you was ag'in' us, I mind," said the miller, drawing in. "He said
as much that terrible night."
"He was wrong--utterly. I only spoke for his good. I saw that your
daughter couldn't stand the sight of him and shivered if he touched her.
It was my duty to speak. Strange you didn't see too."
"So easy to talk afterwards! I had her spoken word, hadn't I? She'd
never lied in all her life afore. Strange if I _had_ seen, I reckon."
"You frightened her into falsehood. Any girl might have been expected to
lie in that position," said Clement coolly; then Mr. Blee, who had been
fretting to join the conversation, burst into it unbidden.
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