His own requirements had been amply met by three apartments, furnished
with sobriety and great poverty of invention; but now he pictured Chris
singing here, tripping about with her bright eyes and active fingers.
Like his brother before him, he fell back upon his money, and in
imagination spent many pounds for one woman's delight. Then from this
dream he tumbled back into reality and the recollection that his goddess
must be wooed and won. No man ever yet failed to make love from
ignorance how to begin, but the extent and difficulties of his
undertaking weighed very heavily on Martin Grimbal at this juncture. To
win even a measure of her friendship appeared a task almost hopeless.
Nevertheless, through sleepless nights, he nerved himself to the
tremendous attempt. There was not so much of self-consciousness in him,
but a great store of self-distrust. Martin rated himself and his powers
of pleasing very low; and unlike the tumultuous and volcanic methods of
John, his genius disposed him to a courtship of most tardy development,
most gradual ripening. To propose while a doubt existed of the answer
struck him as a proceeding almost beyond the bounds of man's audacity.
He told himself that time would surely show what chance or hope there
might be, and that opportunity must be left to sneak from the battle at
any moment when ultimate failure became too certainly indicated. In more
sanguine moods, however, by moonlight, or alone on the high moors,
greater bravery and determination awoke in him. At such times he would
decide to purchase new clothes and take thought for externals generally.
He also planned some studies in such concerns as pleased women if he
could learn what they might be. His first deliberate if half-hearted
attack relied for its effect upon a novel. Books, indeed, are priceless
weapons in the armory of your timid lover; and let but the lady discover
a little reciprocity, develop an unsuspected delight in literature, as
often happens, and the most modest volume shall achieve a practical
result as far beyond its intrinsic merit as above the writer's dream.
Martin, then, primed with a work of fiction, prayed that Chris might
prove a reader of such things, and called at Mrs. Blanchard's cottage
exactly one fortnight after his former visit. Chance favoured him to an
extent beyond his feeble powers to profit by. Will was out for a walk,
and Mrs. Blanchard being also from home, Martin enjoyed conversation
with Chris alone. He began well enough, while she listened and smiled.
Then he lost his courage and lied, and dragging the novel from his
pocket, asserted that he had bought the tale for her brother.
"A story-book! I doubt Will never read no such matter in his life, Mr.
Grimbal."
"But get him to try. It's quite a new thing. There's a poaching
adventure and so forth--all very finely done according to the critical
journals."
"He'll never sit down to that gert buke."
"You read it then, and tell him if it is good."
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