"I understand now," said Litka, after a moment's thought; "and I think
myself that that is true,--that it is that way."
"How, kitten?"
"See, mamma, when I was in Reichenhall, mamma remembers? at Thumsee I
heard that Pan Stas loves Panna Marynia; and now I know that he must be
unhappy, though he never says so."
Pani Emilia, fearing emotion for Litka, said,--
"Does not this talk make thee tired, kitten?"
"Oh, no, not a bit, not a bit! I understand now: he wants her to love
him, and she does not love him; and he wants her to be near him always,
but she lives with her father, and she will not marry him."
"Marry him?"
"Marry him. And he is suffering from that, mamma; isn't it true?"
"True, my child."
"Yes, I know all that; and she would marry him if she loved him?"
"Certainly, kitten; he is such a kind man."
"Now I know."
The little girl closed her eyes, and Pani Emilia thought for a while
that she was sleeping; but after a time she began to inquire again,--
"And if he married Marynia, would he cease to love us?"
"No, Litus; he would love us always just the same."
"But would he love Marynia?"
"Marynia would be nearer to him than we. Why dost thou ask about this
so, thou kitten?"
"Is it wrong?"
"No, there is nothing wrong in it, nothing at all; only I am afraid
that thou wilt weary thyself."
"Oh, no! I am always thinking of Pan Stas anyhow. But mamma mustn't
tell Marynia about this."
With these words ended the conversation, after which Litka held silence
for a number of days, only she looked more persistently than before at
Marynia. Sometimes she took her hand and turned her eyes to the young
woman, as if wishing to ask something. Sometimes when Marynia and Pan
Stanislav were near by, she gazed now on her, now on him, and then
closed her lids. Often they came daily, sometimes a number of times
in the day, wishing to relieve Pani Emilia, who permitted no one to
take her place in the night at Litka's bedside; for a week she had
been without rest at night, sleeping only a little in the day, when
Litka herself begged her to do so. Still Pani Emilia was not conscious
of the whole danger which threatened the little girl; for the doctor,
not knowing what that crisis of the disease would be, whether a step
in advance merely, or the end, pacified the mother the more decisively
because Pan Stanislav begged him most urgently to do so.
She had a feeling, however, that Litka's condition was not favorable,
and, in spite of assurances from the doctor, her heart sank more than
once from alarm. But to Litka she showed always a smiling and joyous
face, just as did Pan Stanislav and Marynia; but the little girl had
learned already to observe everything, and Pani Emilia's most carefully
concealed alarm did not escape her.
Therefore on a certain morning, when there was no one in her room but
Pan Stanislav, who was occupied with inflating for her a great globe of
silk, which he had brought as a present, the little girl said,--
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