"My dear, I see that from the moment of our starting thou hast been
observing me a little, and now 'tis thy wish to add to my courage.
That is natural. On my part, I must calm thee; and on my word I give
assurance that I will not shame thee. I feel a little disquiet,--that
is simple; but knowest why? That which constitutes danger of life, the
firing at one, is nothing. Let weapons be given me and him; let us into
the woods. God knows that I should fire away at that idiot half a day,
and meet his shots half a day. I have had a duel already, and know what
it is. It is the comedy that disconcerts one, the preparations, the
seconds, the idea that men will look at thee, and the fear touching how
thou wilt appear, how thou wilt acquit thyself. It is simply a public
exhibition, and a question of self-love,--nothing more. For nervous
natures a genuine trial. But I am not over nervous. I understand,
also, that in this regard I am superior to my opponent, for I am more
accustomed to men. 'Tis true such an ass has less imagination, and is
not able to think; for example, how he would look as a corpse; how
he would begin to decay, and so on. Still I shall be able to command
myself better. Besides, I will tell thee another thing: Philosophy
is philosophy; but in matters like this the decisive elements are
temperament and passion. This duel will not bring me to anything,
will not save me in any regard; on the contrary, it may bring me to
trouble. But still I cannot deny it to myself, so much indignation has
collected in my soul, I so hate that idiot, and would like so to crush
and trample him,--that I cease to reason. Thou mayest be certain of one
thing,--that as soon as I see the face of the blockhead I shall forget
disquiet, forget the comedy, and see only him."
"I understand that well enough," said Pan Stanislav.
And the spots on Mashko's face increased and became blue from the
frost, wherewith he had a look as stubborn as it was ugly.
Meanwhile they arrived. Almost simultaneously squeaked the carriage
bringing Gantovski, with Yamish and Vilkovski. When they alighted,
these gentlemen saluted their opponents; then the seven, counting the
doctor, withdrew to the depth of the forest to a place selected on the
preceding day by Kresovski.
The drivers, looking at the seven overcoats outlined strangely on the
snow, began to mutter to themselves.
"Do you know what is going to happen?" asked one.
"Is it my first time?" answered the other.
"Let the world grow polite; let fools go to fight!"
Meanwhile the seven, clattering on in their heavy overshoes, and
blowing lines of white steam from their nostrils, went toward the other
end of the forest. On the way, Yamish, somewhat against the rules
binding in such cases, approached Pan Stanislav, and began,--
"I wished sincerely that my man should beg pardon of Pan Mashko, but
under the conditions it is not possible."
"I proposed to Mashko, too, to tone down that note, but he would not."
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