"Yes; but I remember also how I told you that domestic occupations do
not hinder me in any way from loving my children; for I know in some
fashion, as it seems to me, that these things are not like boxes, for
example, of which, when you have put a certain number on a table, there
is no room for others."
"My wife is right now," said Bigiel. "I have noticed that people often
deceive themselves when they transfer feelings or ideas into material
conditions. When it is a question of feelings or ideas, space is not to
be considered."
"Oh, stop! Thou art conquered to the country," said Pan Stanislav,
humorously.
"But if the position is pleasant for me?" said Bigiel, promptly.
"Moreover, thou, too, wilt be conquered."
"I?"
"Yes; with honesty, kindness, and heart."
"That is something different. It is possible to be conquered, and not
be a slipper. Do not hinder me in praising Marynia; I have succeeded in
a way that could not be improved, and specially for this reason,--that
she is satisfied with the feeling which I have for her, and has no
wish to be my exclusive idol. For this I love her. God has guarded me
from a wife demanding devotion of the whole soul, whole mind, whole
existence; and I thank Him sincerely, since I could not endure such a
woman. I understand more easily that all may be given of free will, and
when not demanded."
"Believe me, Pan Stanislav," answered Pani Bigiel, "that in this regard
we are all equally demanding; but at first we take frequently that part
for the whole which they give us, and then--"
"And then what?" interrupted Pan Stanislav, rather jokingly.
"Then those who have real honesty in their hearts attain to something
which for you is a word without meaning, but for us is often life's
basis."
"What kind of talisman is that?"
"Resignation."
Pan Stanislav laughed, and added, "The late Bukatski used to say that
women put on resignation frequently, as they do a hat, because it
becomes them. A resignation hat, a veil of light melancholy,--are they
ugly?"
"No, not ugly. Say what you please; they may be a dress, but in such a
dress it is easier to reach heaven than in another."
"Then my Marynia is condemned to hell, for she will never wear that
dress, I think. But you will see her in a moment, for she promised to
come here after office hours. She is late, the loiterer; she ought to
be here now."
"Her father is detaining her, I suppose. But you will stay to dine with
us, will you not?"
"We will stay to dine. Agreed."
"And some one else has promised us to-day, so the society will only be
increased. I will go now to tell them to prepare places for you."
Pani Bigiel went out; but Pan Stanislav asked Bigiel,--
"Whom hast thou at dinner?"
"Zavilovski, the future letter-writer of our house."
"Who is he?"
"That poet already famous."
"From Parnassus to the desk? How is that?"
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