Criminals -- Fiction; Ex-convicts -- Fiction; Love stories
So Larry could only wait--and wonder. The truth did not occur to Larry;
he did not see that there might be another alternative to the two
possible reactions he had calculated upon. He did not bear in mind that
Maggie's youthful obstinacy, her belief in herself and her ways, were
too solid a structure to yield at once to one moral shock, however
wisely planned and however strong. He did not at this time hold in mind
that any real change in so decided a character as Maggie, if change
there was to be, would be preceded and accompanied by a turbulent period
in which she would hardly know who she was, or where she was, or what
she was going to do--and that at the end of such a period there might be
no change at all.
Inasmuch as just then Maggie was his major interest, it seemed to Larry
in his safe seclusion that he was merely marking time, and marking time
with feet that were frantically impatient. He felt he could not stand
much longer his own inactivity and his ignorance of what Maggie was
doing and what was happening to her. He could not remain in this
sanctuary pulling strings, and very long and fragile strings, and
strings which might be the mistaken ones, for any much greater period.
He felt that he simply had to walk out of this splendid safety, back
into the dangers from which he had fled, where he might at least have
the possible advantage of being in the very midst of Maggie's affairs
and fight for her more openly and have a more direct influence upon her.
He knew that, sooner or later, he was going to throw caution aside
and appear suddenly among his enemies, unless something of a definite
character developed. But for these slow, irritating days he held himself
in check with difficulty, hoping that things might come to him, that he
would not have to go forth to them.
He had brought Hunt's portrait of Maggie to Cedar Crest in the bottom of
his trunk, and kept it locked in his chiffonier. During these days,
more frequently than before, he would take out the portrait and in
the security of his locked room would gaze long at that keen-visioned
portrayal of her many characters. No doubt of it: there was a possible
splendid woman there! And no doubt of it: he loved that woman utterly!
During these days of his ignorance, while Maggie was struggling in the
darkness of her unexplored being, Larry drove himself grimly at the
business to which under happier circumstances he would have gone under
the irresistible suasion of pure joy. One afternoon he presented to
Miss Sherwood an outline for his growing plan for the development of
the Sherwood properties on the basis of good homes at fair rentals. He
discovered that, in spite of her generous giving, she had much the same
attitude toward Charity as his own: that the only sound Charity, except
for those temporarily or permanently handicapped or disabled, was the
giving of honest values for honest returns--and that was not Charity at
all.
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