Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
Lady Lansdowne interrupted her. “In that sense,” she said gently, “we
are all dying.” But though she said it, the change in Lady Sybil’s
appearance did indeed shock her; almost as much as her presence in that
place amazed her.
“I have but three months to live,” Lady Sybil answered feverishly; and
her sunken cheeks and bright eyes, which told of some hidden disease,
confirmed her words. “I am dying in that sense! Do you hear? But I dare
say,” with a flash of her old levity, “it is my presence here that
shocks you? You are thinking what Vermuyden would say if he turned the
corner behind you, and found us together!” And, as Lady Lansdowne, with
a nervous start, looked over her shoulder, with the old recklessness,
“I’d like—I’d like to see his face, my dear, and yours, too, if he
found us. But,” she continued, with an abrupt change to impassioned
earnestness, “it’s not to see you that I came to-day! Don’t think it!
It’s not to see you that I’ve been waiting for two hours past. I want
to see my girl! I am going to see her, do you hear! You must bring her
to me!”
“Sybil!”
“Don’t contradict me, Louisa,” she cried peremptorily. “Haven’t I told
you that I am dying? Don’t you hear what I say! Am I to die and not see
my child? Cruel woman! Heartless creature! But you always were! And
cold as an icicle!”
“No, indeed, I am not! And I think you should see her,” Lady Lansdowne
answered, in no little distress. How could she not be distressed by the
contrast between this woman plainly and almost shabbily dressed—for the
purpose perhaps of evading notice—and with illness stamped on her face,
and the brilliant, harum-scarum Lady Sybil, with whom her thoughts had
been busy a few minutes before? “I think you ought to see her,” she
repeated in a soothing tone. “But you should take the proper steps to
do so. You——”
“You think—yes, you do!” Lady Vermuyden retorted with fierce
energy—“you think that I have treated her so ill that I have no right
to see her! That I cannot care to see her! But you do not know how I
was tried! How I was suspected, how I was watched! What wrongs I
suffered! And—and I never meant to hide her for good. When I died, she
would have come home. And I had a plan too—but never mind that—to right
her without Vermuyden’s knowledge and in his teeth. I saw her on a
coach one day along with—what is it?”
“There is someone coming,” Lady Lansdowne said hurriedly. Her ladyship
indeed was in a state of great apprehension. She knew that at any
moment she might be found, perhaps by Sir Robert: and the thought of
the scene which would follow—aware as she was of the exasperation of
his feelings—appalled her. She tried to temporise. “Another time,” she
said. “I think someone is coming now. See me another time and I will do
what I can.”
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