Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
In truth Mary’s notion of the opinion which Arthur Vaughan had of her
was above, rather than below, the reality. In her most despondent
moments she scarcely exaggerated the things he thought of her, the
contempt in which he held her, or the resentment which set his blood
boiling when he remembered how she had treated him. He had gone to her
and laid all that was left to him at her feet; and she, who had already
dealt his fortunes so terrible a blow, had paid him for his unselfish
offer, for his sacrifice of much that was dear to him, with suspicion,
with contumely, with mistrust! Instead of clinging to him, to whom she
had that moment plighted her troth, she had deserted him at a word. In
place of trusting the man who had woo’d her in her poverty, she had
believed the first whisper against him. She had shown herself
heartless, faithless, inconstant as the wind—a very woman! And
_Away, away—your smile’s a curse
Oh, blot me from the race of men,
Kind pitying Heaven! by death or worse_
_Before I love such things again!_
he might have murmured with a bitterness of which the author of the
lines had been incapable. But then, Mr. Moore, though his poetry and
his singing brought tears to the eyes of hardened women of fashion, had
never lost at a blow a great estate, a high position, and his love.
Certainly Vaughan had, if man ever had, grounds for a quarrel with
fate. He had left London heart-whole and happy, the heir to a large
fortune. He returned a fortnight later, a member of the Commons House
indeed, but heart-sick and soured, beggared of his expectations and
tortured by the thought of what might have been—if his love had proved
true as she was fair, and constant as she was sweet. Fond dreams of her
beauty still tormented him. Visions of the modest home in which he
would have found consolation in failure, and smiles in success, rose up
before him and derided him. He hated Sir Robert. He hated, or tried to
hate, the weakest and the most despicable of women. He saw all things
and all men with a jaundiced eye, the sound of his voice and the look
of his face were altered. Men who knew him and who passed him in the
street, or who saw him eating his chop in solitary churlishness, nudged
one another and said that he took his reverses ill; while others,
wounded by his curtness or his ill-humour, added that he did not go the
right way to make the most of what was left.
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