Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
He stood behind her, biting his lip with vexation; and wholly untouched
by the scene, which, whether her raptures were feigned or not, was
warrant for them. Hitherto he had had to do with women who met him
halfway; who bridled at a compliment, were alive to an _équivoque_, and
knew how to simulate, if they did not feel, a soft confusion under his
gaze. For this reason Mary’s backwardness, her apparent unconsciousness
that they were not friends of the same sex, puzzled him, nay, angered
him. As she stood before him, a hand still extended to check his
advance, the sunshine which filtered through the beech leaves cast a
soft radiance on her figure. She seemed more dainty, more graceful,
more virginal than aught that he had ever conceived. It was in vain
that he told himself, with irritation, that she was but a girl after
all. That, under her aloofness, she was a woman like the others, as
vain, passionate, flighty, as jealous as other women. He knew that he
stood in awe of her. He knew that the words which he had uttered so
lightly many a time—ay, and to those to whom he had no right to address
them—stuck in his throat now. He wanted to say “I love you!” and he had
the right to say it, he was commissioned to say it. Yet he was dumb.
All the boldness which he had exhibited in her presence in Queen’s
Square—where another had stood tongue-tied—was gone.
He took at last a desperate step. The girl was within arm’s reach of
him; her delicate waist, the creamy white of her slender neck, invited
him. Be she never so innocent, never so maidenly, a kiss, he told
himself, would awaken her. It was his experience, it was a scrap drawn
from his store of worldly wisdom, that a woman kissed was a woman won.
True, as he thought of it, his heart began to riot, as it had not
rioted from that cause since he had kissed the tobacconist’s daughter
at Exeter, his first essay in gallantry. But only the bold deserve the
fair! And how often had he boasted that, where women were concerned,
lips were made for other things than talking!
And—in a moment it was done.
Twice! Then she slipped from his grasp, and stood at bay, with flaming
checks and eyes that—that had certainly not ceased to be virginal.
“You! You!” she cried, barely able to articulate. “Don’t touch me!”
She had been taken utterly, wholly by surprise; and the shock was
immensely increased by the facts of her bringing up and the restraints
and conditions of school-life. In his grasp, with his breath on her
cheek, all those notions about ravening wolves and the danger which
attached to beauty in low places—notions no longer applicable, had she
taken time to reason—returned upon her in force. The man had kissed
her!
“How—-how dare you?” she continued, trembling with rage and
indignation.
“But your father——”
“How dare you——”
“Your father sent me,” he pleaded, quite crestfallen. “He gave me
leave——”
She stared at him, as at a madman. “To insult me?” she cried.
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