Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
His heart. For in the place behind the coachman, in the very seat which
Mary Smith had occupied on that far-off April morning, sat Mary
Vermuyden! For an infinitely small fraction of a second, as he turned
himself to drop into his seat, his eyes swept her face. The rain had
ceased to fall, the umbrellas were furled; for that infinitely short
space his eyes rested on her features. Then his back was turned to her.
Her eyes had been fixed elsewhere, her face had been cold—she had not
seen him. So much, in the confused pounding rush of his thoughts, as he
sat tingling in every inch of his frame, he could remember; but nothing
else except that in lieu of the plain Quaker-like dress which Mary
Smith had worn—oh, dress to be ever remembered!—she was wearing rich
furs, with a great muff and a small hat of sable, and was Mary Smith no
longer.
Probably she had been there from the start, seated behind him under
cover of the rain and the umbrellas. If so—and he remembered that that
seat had been occupied when he got to his place—she had perceived his
coming, had seen him mount, had been aware of him from the first. She
could see him now, watch every movement, read his self-consciousness in
the stiff pose of his head, perceive the rush of colour which dyed his
ears and neck.
And he was planted there, he could not escape. And he suffered. Asked
beforehand, he would have said that his uppermost feeling in such
circumstances would be resentment. But, in fact, he could think of
nothing except that meeting in Parliament Street, and the rudeness with
which he had treated her. If he had not refused to speak to her, if he
had not passed her by, rejecting her hand with disdain, he might have
been his own master now; he would have been free to speak, or free to
be silent, as he pleased. And she who had treated him so ill would have
been the one to suffer. But, as it was, he was hot all over. The
intolerable _gêne_ of the situation rested on him and weighed him down.
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