Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
But she did not enter the house, soon or late. And a vain man might
have thought that she was not only bent on doing everything which she
had done on the former journey, but that it was not without intention
that she remained alone on the coach, exposed to his daring—if he chose
to dare. Not a few indeed, of his fellow-passengers, wandered out
before the time, and on the pretence of examining the façade of the
handsome old house, shot sidelong glances at the young lady, who,
wrapped in her furs and veiled to the throat, sat motionless in the
keen October air. But Vaughan was not of these; nor was he vain. When
he found that she did not come in, he decided that she would not meet
him, that she remained on the coach rather than sit in his company; and
forgetting the overture in Parliament Street, he remembered only her
fickleness and weakness. He fell to the depths. She had never loved
him, never, never!
On that he almost made up his mind to stay there; and to go on by the
next coach. His presence must be hateful to her, a misery, a torment,
he told himself. It was bad enough to force her to remain exposed to
the weather while others dined; it would be monstrous to go on and
continue to make her wretched.
But, before the time for leaving came, he changed his mind, and he went
out, feeling cowed and looking hard. He could not mount without seeing
her out of the corner of his eye; but the veil masked all, and left him
no wiser. The sun had burst through the clouds, and the sky above the
curving line of the downs was blue. But the October air was still
chilly, and he heard the maid fussing about her, and wrapping her up
more warmly. Well, it mattered little. At Chippenham, the carriage with
its pomp of postillions and outriders—Sir Robert was particular about
such things—would meet her; and he would see her no more.
His pride weakened at that thought. She could never be anything to him
now; he had no longer the least notion of kissing her. But at
Chippenham, before she passed out of his life, he would speak to her.
Yes, he would speak. He did not know what he would say, but he would
not part from her in anger. He would tell her that, and bid her
good-bye. Later, he would be glad to remember that they had parted in
that way, and that he had forgiven!
While he thought of it they fell swiftly from the lip of the downs, and
rattling over the narrow bridge and through the stone-built streets of
Calne, were out again on the Bath road. After that, though they took
Black Dog hill at a slow pace, they seemed to be at Chippenham in a
twinkling. Before he could calm his thoughts the coach was rattling
between houses, and the wide straggling street was opening before them,
and the group assembled in front of the Angel to see the coach arrive
was scattering to right and left.
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