Great Britain -- Politics and government -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Political fiction
It is a platitude that the flood is followed by the ebb. In the heat of
action, and while its warmth cheered his spirits, Arthur Vaughan felt
that he had done something. True, what he had done brought him no
nearer to making his political dream a reality. Not for him the
promise,
_It shall be thine in danger’s hour
To guide the helm of Britain’s power
And midst thy country’s laurelled crown
To twine a garland all thy own_.
Yet he had done something. He had played the man when some others had
not played the man.
But now that the crisis was over, and he had made his last round, now
that he had inspected for the last time the patrols over whom he was
set, seen order restored on the Welsh Back, and panic driven from
Queen’s Square, he owned the reaction. There is a fatigue which one
night’s rest fails to banish; and low in mind and tired in body, he
felt, when he rose late on Tuesday afternoon, that he had done nothing
worth doing; nothing that altered his position in essentials.
For a time, indeed, he had fancied that things were changed. Sir Robert
had requested his assistance, and allowed him to share his search; and
though it was possible that the merest stranger, cast by fortune into
the same adventure, had been as welcome, it was also possible that the
Baronet viewed him with a more benevolent eye. And Mary—Mary, too, had
flown to his arms as to a haven; but in such a position, amid
surroundings so hideous, was that wonderful? Was it not certain that
she would have behaved in the same way to the merest acquaintance if he
brought her aid and protection?
The answer might be yes or no! What was certain was that it could not
avail him. For between him and her there stood more than her father’s
aversion, more than the doubt of her affection, more than the unlucky
borough, of which he had despoiled Sir Robert. There were her
possessions, there was the suspicion which Sir Robert had founded on
them—on Mary’s gain and his loss—there was the independence, which he
must surrender, and which pride and principle alike forbade him to
relinquish.
In the confusion of the night Vaughan had almost forgotten and quite
forgiven. Now he saw that the thing, though forgotten, though forgiven,
was there. He could not owe all to a man who had so misconstrued him,
and who might misconstrue him again. He could not be dependent on one
whose views, thoughts, prejudices, were opposed to his own. No, the
night and its doing must stand apart. He and she had met, they had
parted. He had one memory more, and nothing was changed.
In this mood the fact that the White Lion regarded him as a hero
brought him no comfort. Neither the worshipping eyes of the young lady
who had tried to dissuade him from going forth on the Sunday, nor the
respectful homage which dogged his movements, uplifted him. He had
small appetite for his solitary dinner, and was languidly reading the
“Bristol Mercury,” when a name was brought up to him, and a letter.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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