She would not after today. She would cease to vex herself, or let her
husband vex himself about Miss Gascoigne. With a mile and a half between
them, the Lodge would certainly feel safe from her. And oh! what a
wonderful peace would come into the house when she left it! How good the
children would be! How happy their father!--yes, he could be made
happy, Christian knew that, and it was she who could make him so.
The consciousness of power in this sweet sense, and the delight of
exercising it was becoming the most exquisite happiness Christian had
ever known. She sat dreaming over it almost like a girl in her first
love-dream--only this dream was deeper and calmer, with all the strength
of daily duty added to the joy of loving and being loved. Not that she
reasoned much--she was not given to much analyzing of herself--she only
knew that she was content, and found content in every thing--in the
ripple of the river at her feet, the flutter of the leaves over her
head, the soft blue sky above the colleges, and the green grass gemmed
with daisies, where an old man was mowing on the one side, and a large
thrush, grown silent with summer, was hopping about on the other. Every
thing seemed beautiful, for the beauty began in her own heart.
"Good-morning, Mrs. Grey."
People talk about "looking as if they had seen a ghost"--and perhaps
that look was not unlike Christian's as she started at this salutation
behind her. He must have come stealthily across the grass, for she had
heard nothing, did not even know that any body was near, till she looked
up and saw Sir Edwin Uniacke.
The surprise was so great that it brought (oh, what shame to feel it,
and feel sure that he saw it!) the blood up to her face--to her very
forehead. She half rose, and then sat down again, with a blind instinct
that any thing was better than either to be or to appear afraid.
Without waiting for either a reply or a recognition--which indeed came
not, nothing but that miserable blush--the young man seated himself on
the bench and began to make acquaintance with Arthur.
"I believe I have seen you before, my little friend. You are Dr. Grey's
son, and I once offered to carry you, but was refused. Are you quite
well now, Master Albert? Isn't that your name?"
"No; Arthur," said the boy, rather flattered at being noticed. "Are you
one of the men at our college? You haven't your gown on."
"Not now," with a queer look, half amusement, half irritation. "I don't
belong to Avonsbridge. I have a house of my own in the country--such a
pretty place, with a park, and deer, and a lake, and a boat to row on
it. Wouldn't you like to see it?"
"Yes." said Arthur, all eyes and ears.
"I live there, but I am always coming over to Avonsbridge. Do what I
will, I can not keep away."
The tone, the glance across the child, were unmistakable. Christian
rose, her momentary stupefaction gone.
"Come, Arthur, papa will be waiting dinner. We never keep papa waiting,
you know."
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