She had taken much pains, at what personal cost keen lovers of music
will understand, to teach her little folk to sing. It was possible, for
they had all voices, but it had its difficulties, especially when Oliver
insisted on joining the concert, as he did now, tossing his curls, and
opening his rosy mouth like a great round O, but, nevertheless, looking
so exceeding like a singing cherub that Christian caught him up and
kissed him with a passionate delight.
And then she proceeded gravely with the song, words and music of which
she had to compose and to arrange, as she best could, so as to suit the
capacity of her performers. And this was what her musical genius had
come to--singing and making baby-songs for little children, to which
the only chorus of applause was a faint "Bravo!" and a clapping of hands
from the distant fireside.
"Papa, we never thought you heard us. We thought when you were deep in
that big book you heard nothing."
"Indeed? Very well" said papa, and disappeared below the surface again,
until he revived to take out his watch and observe that it was nearly
time for little people to be safe asleep in their little beds.
Papa was always unquestioningly and instantaneously obeyed, so the young
trio ceased their laughing over their funny songs, and prepared for
one--a serious one--which always formed the conclusion of the night's
entertainments.
Every body knows it; most people have been taught it, the first song
they were ever taught, from their mother's lips. Christian had learned
it from her mother, and it was the first thing she taught to these her
children--the Evening Hymn--"Glory to Thee, my God, this night."
She had explained its meaning to them, and made them sing it
seriously--not carelessly. As they stood round the piano, Titia and Atty
one at each side, and Oliver creeping in to lean upon his step-mothers
knee, there was a sweet grave look on all their faces, which made even
the two eldest not unpretty children; for their hearts were in their
faces--their once frightened, frozen, or bad and bitter hearts. They had
no need to hide any thing, or be afraid of any thing. They were loved.
The sunshine of that sweet nature, which had warmed their father's
heart, and made it blossom out, when past life's summer, with all the
freshness of spring, had shined down upon these poor little desolate,
motherless children, and made them good and happy--good, perhaps,
because they were happy, and most certainly happy because they were
good.
For that mother--their real mother, who, living, had been to them--what
Christian never allowed herself to inquire or even to speculate--she
was gone now. And being no longer an imperfect woman, but a disembodied
spirit--perhaps--who knows?--she might be looking down on them all,
purified from every feeling but gladness; content that her children were
taken care of and led so tenderly into the right way.
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