This was the conclusion she came to when cold, clear daylight put to flight all the bewilderments and perplexities which had troubled her through the dark hours; and she sat at the head of her breakfast-table with her own little circle around her--the circle which, with all its cares, became every day dearer and more satisfying, if only because it was her own. And when she looked across to the husband and father, sitting so content, with the morning sun lighting up his broad forehead--wrinkled, it is true, but still open and clear, the honest brow of an honest man--it was with a trembling gratitude that made religious every throb of Christian's once half-heathen heart. The other man, with his bold eyes that made her shiver, the grasp of his hand from which her very soul recoiled--oh, thank God for having delivered her from him, and brought her into this haven of purity, peace and love! As she stopped her needlework to cross to Arthur's sofa--he insisted on being carried every where beside her, her poor, spoiled, sickly boy--as she arranged his pillows and playthings, and gave him a kiss or two, taking about a dozen in return--she felt that the hardest duty, the most unrequited toil, in this her home would be preferable to that dream of Paradise in which she had once indulged, and out of which she must inevitably have wakened to find it a living hell. The thanksgiving was still in her heart when she heard a ring at the hall bell, and remembered, with sudden compunction, that this was Miss Bennett's hour, and that she had to speak to her about the very painful matter which occurred yesterday. She had quite forgotten it till this minute, as was not surprising. Now, with an effort, she threw off all thoughts about herself; this business was far more important, and might involve most serious consequences to the young governess if obliged to be dismissed under circumstances which, unless Miss Gascoigne's tongue could be stopped, would soon be parroted about to every lady in Avonsbridge. "Poor girl!" thought Christian, "she may never get another situation. And yet perhaps she has done nothing actually wrong, no worse wrong than many do--than I did!"--she sighed--"in letting myself be made love to, and believing it all true, and sweet, and sacred, when it was all--But that is over now. And perhaps she has no friends any more than I had--no home to cling to, no mother to comfort her. Poor thing! I must be very tender over her--very careful what I say to her." And following this intention, instead of sending for Miss Bennett into the dining-room, as Miss Gascoigne probably expected, for she sat in great state, determined to "come to the root of the matter," as she expressed it, Mrs. Grey went out and met her in the hall. "You are the lady whom my sister-in-law engaged as governess?"