England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
Resolutely thrusting from him the thoughts that had obtruded themselves
unbidden, he drove rapidly on, whilst the grey mists deepened upon the
country side; the rain that had begun in a fine drizzle, began to come
down in torrents, and the wind rose gradually to the fury of a
hurricane. Across the open stretch of heathland, the gale broke with
terrific force, the rain lashed Fergusson's face and ran in swift
streams down his mackintoshed shoulders and arms; and it was with a
little sigh of relief that he turned out of the main road, and into the
lane at whose bottom stood the lonely house. Here there was a certain
amount of shelter from the high hedges and overshadowing trees, though
the great gusts of wind shook the trees until they creaked, and
groaned, and bent beneath the blast; and even in the depths of the
desolate valley itself, Fergusson found himself nearly lifted from his
feet by the hurricane, when he alighted at the green gate in the wall.
Elizabeth appeared quickly in answer to his ring, and her grave face
made him say sharply--
"She is not worse?"
"She seems less like herself to-night," the servant answered, a little
catch in her voice; "she doesn't always know where she is, or who is
talking to her. I think--she has got to the end. She can bear no
more." The expression used, struck the doctor strangely.
"I think she has got to the end." The same feeling had been in his own
mind when last he had visited the beautiful, lonely lady; it had seemed
to him, too, as though she had come to the end of her powers of
endurance--as though, having borne lash after lash from fortune, she
could bear no more.
When he entered her room, he found her lying very still, her face
scarcely less white than the pillow against which it rested, her great
eyes fixed on the leaping flames of the fire, her hands folded on the
sheet, in a way which he had noticed was peculiar to her, the fingers
of her right hand close clasped about the plain gold ring, that rested
on the third finger of her left.
"Whatever the poor chap who has gone to his account was or did, this
woman loved him with an amazing love," Fergusson thought, as he had
thought a hundred times before, whilst he spoke gently to his patient,
seating himself beside her, and observing her closely, though he talked
of everything and anything excepting her health.
"Do you know," she said presently, her voice very low and dreamy. "I
think I have come to the end." This repetition of Elizabeth's words,
and of his own thoughts, startled Fergusson, but he did not betray his
surprise, only answering gently--
"You are worn out now. You have had a long strain, and you were not
quite fit to stand it." She smiled up at him, an infinitely pathetic
smile.
"It is not only that. I don't want to be morbid. I don't mean to be
morbid. But something--seems to have snapped inside me--some vitality,
some power has gone, and--I have come to the end."
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