England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
They were walking slowly along the upland road, in the wake of the rest
of the party, and Fergusson slackened his pace a little, to give her
time to recover her composure, whilst he said gently:--
"I understand. I quite understand."
"I think you are a very understanding person," she answered, the falter
in her voice making his heart contract with an almost unbearable
longing to comfort her. "I--have not heard--that service we have just
heard, since it was said--over--John--my husband. It has made me
remember--that day--and all it meant to me."
Fergusson looked away from her sweet face, aquiver with emotion, out
across the wide moorland, where the larks sang in the sunshine, to the
far line of blue hills, then he said slowly--
"The words hold wonderful comfort. The triumphant sense of a sure and
certain hope, always seems to me to be the keynote of the whole."
"Those were the words that stayed in my mind, penetrating through
everything else," she said softly, "and though--John had gone away into
what seemed unbreakable silence, I knew--that--he had not really gone.
I had the sure and certain hope--oh! and more than hope--that he
was--very safe, and very near me all the time."
The naive expression, the simplicity of the words, spoken from the
depths of a simple and sincere heart, flooded Fergusson's heart again
with a sense of reverent love, that almost amounted to adoration; but
no opportunity to answer her was given him, for Sir Arthur turned back
to join Cicely, and a few minutes' further walk brought them to the inn
at Graystone, where they were to lunch, before their drive to the
railway station. Rupert parted from the rest at the door of the inn.
Perhaps Christina was the only member of the party, who realised that
he had come to the end of his tether, that an imperative necessity for
solitude was upon him, that his power of endurance was nearly at an
end. She was standing behind Sir Arthur, when Rupert bade them all
good-bye; it was with her that he shook hands last of all, and as she
looked up into his face, her eyes held some strange comfort for him.
He did not put it into words; he could not have explained even to
himself, had he tried to do so, why it was that the glance of those
sweet eyes sent a little restful feeling into his troubled heart; but
as he went away, some of the tension of misery seemed to relax, the
numbness of his pain grew less; in some dim way his hurt had been
salved.
"Your cousin seems to have been a most devoted friend to my poor
sister," Sir Arthur said, after lunch, when he and the two ladies and
Fergusson were seated in the small sitting-room of the inn awaiting
their carriage. "I cannot conceive why, in the world she could not
have married a man like that, instead of the poor miserable fellow who
made her life and his own, a burden to them both."
"She loved her husband very much," Christina put in gently.
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