England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
"There are some people," Christina said, the words coming from her lips
almost involuntarily "who would be afraid to ask you to marry them,
just because of your money and position."
"I don't see why a man's silly pride should stand in the way of his
love," Cicely retorted; but Christina shook her head sagely.
"Ah! but men do let their pride spoil their love," she said, "and they
let their pride spoil other people's lives too," she added, with a
wisdom beyond her years. "A man might easily think it would be
dishonourable to ask you to marry him--a man who was not rich, or
distinguished." She spoke very slowly; in some odd way it seemed, even
to herself, as though the words were put into her mouth to speak, and
as she uttered them she was looking so intently out of the window, that
she did not observe the varying expressions of emotions that flitted
over Cicely's face.
"One would not know how to beat down the sort of pride you describe,"
she answered, after a pause, during which Christina's eyes fixed
themselves upon a flock of pigeons, wheeling about the plane-trees in
the square. "A woman is so tied, so handicapped; she can only possess
her soul in patience, and wait."
"I don't believe I should wait," again it seemed to Christina, as
though the words were being forced from her. "If I knew that only
pride, silly, ridiculous pride, was holding a man back, a man who loved
me and I him--well, I don't believe I would wait. I think--there's a
limit to possessing one's soul in patience."
"But Christina--surely!"--Cicely's blue eyes opened wide, she looked
into the girl's animated face, with wondering incredulity.
"Surely--yes," Christina answered with an audacious little laugh. "If
the man cared for me, and I knew it, I--would not let his pride spoil
his life and mine. If he was too proud to ask me--why, then, I should
ask him--that is all." With the laughing words, she turned and left
the room, murmuring that it was time she attended to Baba's tea; but
after she had gone, Cicely sat very still, her mind haunted by the
words the other had just spoken.
"I would not let his pride spoil his life and mine. If he was too
proud to ask me--why, then, I should ask him, that is all."
"But such a big 'all,'" Cicely reflected, her eyes, like Christina's,
following the wheeling flight of the wood-pigeons about the
plane-trees' tops; "it is such an impossible thing even to contemplate
doing, and yet----"
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