England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
"Weave the past into the future," he answered thoughtfully. "Not sweep
it away and try to forget it, but let it be woven into my life? Is
that what you mean?"
"Yes, that is what I mean, only you have put it into better words. I
never think it is quite right to try and sweep away a past, even if it
has hurt us. It always seems as if it must be so much better to use
all that was good in the past, and let it help to make the future
better. I don't think I believe in stamping things out, and burying
them, and being ruthless over them. Isn't it better to take the good
from them, and bury the rest?"
Rupert's eyes were fixed on the girl's face, which had grown eager and
intent over the thoughts she was trying to express, and as he watched
her a smile broke up the ruggedness of his own features. She was quite
unconscious of his gaze, but a soft colour had come into her cheeks as
she spoke, her eyes were very deep and bright, and the man who looked
at her realised that hers was more than mere girlish prettiness. She
had taken off her hat, and the sunlight fell upon the dusky masses of
her hair, showing golden gleams in its dark threads. Her eyes, green
and deep and very soft, made Rupert think of a stream in Switzerland,
beside which he had stood only a few weeks back, a stream whose waters
shone in the sunbeams, showing dark and green and soft in the shade.
The colour that had crept into the pure whiteness of her cheeks, tinted
them as a white rose is sometimes tinted; and for the first time Rupert
was aware of a faint, yet definite likeness, between the girl at his
side and the woman he had loved. Perhaps it was in her expression more
than in any actual resemblance between the two women's faces, that the
likeness lay, for something of Margaret's nobility and serenity, seemed
to be reflected on the younger countenance, and with that flashing
thought, there flashed into his mind, too, the words Margaret had
spoken to him, before she died. He had never remembered those words
again until now, and they recurred to him with extraordinary force.
"She would make a man who cared for her, a most tender and loving wife.
She has a sweet, strong soul."
"A sweet, strong soul." Those words rang in his brain with odd
persistence, whilst his eyes watched Christina's profile, as she sat
silently looking out again across the moorlands.
A--sweet--strong soul. And there was such a strange restfulness, too,
about the personality of the girl, young though she was; he remembered
how conscious he had been of that restfulness on the day when he had
sat and talked to her, in Mrs. Nairne's parlour. That same restfulness
stole over him now, and some of the haunting misery within him died
away.
"So you don't believe in a ruthless chopping away of the past?" he
asked, going back to her last words.
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