Eleven! The letter dropped unopened from the burgomaster's hand. That
would have been the age of their own little girl had she lived. His
pipe went out and grew cold; his thoughts were far away. They were
travelling slowly back over a road he had shunned these many years,
until he had almost lost the trail. His little Gertrude, their only
child, a happy, winsome elf had filled the house with sunshine and
laughter until in one brief month her life had gone out like the flame
of a candle and left them alone! Since then they had been a lonesome
couple. Tenderly attached to each other, but both silent, reserved
people, husband and wife had locked their grief in their own hearts and
tried to live it down.
Had they? He could even then see his wife at her work in the room
across the yard. As she bent over her knitting, he noticed a little
stoop which he had not seen before; and surely her hair was turning
gray at the temples. His had long been so. They were growing old
in their childless home. With a sudden pang there came to him a
realization of the selfishness of his grief, which had shut her out of
it. Christmas eve! What a happy time they used to have together in the
old days around the tree! Even now he could hear the glad voices of
children from the grocer's across the street, where they were making
ready for theirs. In their house there had not been one since--since
their Gertrude left them. There was Jens, the forester, carrying in a
Christmas tree over there even now--Jens who had caught Black Hans.
What sort of Christmas would they keep in his hut, with the father
locked up, sure of a heavy fine, which meant a long time in jail, since
he had no money to settle with?
The childish face with the grave eyes was at the window again, keeping
its dismal watch. Eleven years! His mind went back, swiftly this time,
over the freshly broken road to the days when the tree was lighted in
their home on Christmas eve. Of all the nights in the year, it had been
the loneliest since, with just the two of them alone at the table,
growing old.
A flood of tenderness swept over the burgomaster, and with it came a
sudden resolve. It was not yet too late. He rose and slammed the desk
down hard, leaving the rest of his mail unopened. Three o'clock! Almost
time to light the candles, and this night he would light them himself.
Yes, he would. He tapped on the window and beckoned to Jens, who was
coming out of the grocery store. In the vestibule they held a brief
whispered consultation that concluded with the warning, "and don't you
tell my wife." The old clerk heard it and gave a start. What secret did
the burgomaster have from the burgomasterinde which Jens, the forester,
might share? But he remembered the day, in time, and bestowed upon
himself a knowing wink. He, too, had his secrets.
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