American fiction -- 19th century; Christmas stories, American
The March winds were blowing when they made his mother’s grave, and
Adam’s heart was not as sore now as on that dismal, rainy night, when he
first sat alone in his little cottage and missed the groping hand
feeling for his own. Anna was coming within a week, Anna who had said,
“I am not half good enough for you.” How the remembrance of these words
even now brought a smile to the lips where the sweat drops were standing
as he toiled for her, putting the last finishing strokes to the home
prepared for his future bride, Anna Burroughs, the Deacon’s only
daughter, the fairest maiden in all the goodly town of Rhodes—Anna, who
had been away to school for a whole year, who could speak another
language than her own, whose hands were soft and white as wool, whom all
the village lads coveted, and at whom it was rumored even Herbert
Dunallen the heir of Castlewild, where Adam worked so much, had cast
admiring glances. Not good enough for him? She was far too good for a
great burly fellow like himself, a poor mechanic, who had never looked
into the Algebras and Euclids piled on Anna’s table the morning after
she came from school. This was what Adam thought, wondering why she had
chosen him, and if she were not sorry. Sometimes of late he had fancied
a coldness in her manner, a shrinking from his caresses; but the very
idea had made his great, kind heart, throb with a pang so keen that he
had striven to banish it, for to lose his darling now would be worse
than death. He had thought it all over that August day, when he nailed
down the bright new carpet in what was to be her room. “Our room,” he
said softly to himself, as he watched his coadjutor, old Aunt Martha
Eastman, smoothing and arranging the snowy pillows upon the nicely made
up bed, and looping with bows of pure white satin the muslin curtains
which shaded the pretty bay window. That window was his own handiwork.
He had planned and built it himself, for Anna was partial to bay
windows. He had heard her say so once when she came up to Castlewild
where he was making some repairs, and so he had made her two, one in the
bed-room, and one in the pleasant parlor looking out upon the little
garden full of flowers. Adam’s taste was perfect, and many a passer by
stopped to admire the bird’s nest cottage, peeping out from its thick
covering of ivy leaves and flowering vines. Adam was pleased with it
himself, and when the last tack had been driven and the last chair set
in its place, he went over it alone admiring as he went, and wondering
how it would strike Anna. Would her soft blue eyes light up with joy, or
would they wear the troubled look he had sometimes observed in them? “If
they do,” and Adam’s breath came hard as he said it, and his hands were
locked tightly together, “If they do, I’ll lead her into mother’s room;
she won’t deceive me there. I’ll tell her that I would not take a wife
who does not love me; that though to give her up is like tearing out my
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