American fiction -- 19th century; Christmas stories, American
“No, Bennie, you must not die, and I’ve been so hard on you, and flogged
you when I was in drink,” Mr. Hewitt sobbed, laying his head upon the
pillow, while Bennie went on: “But I’ve forgiven that, father, and I was
naughty sometimes, and called you names and made faces at you when you
did not see me. I’m sorry for it now, and when I’m gone remember me as I
was at the best, when I tried to be good, and, father, _don’t_ drink any
more, please keep sober, for Maggie’s sake, and Hetty’s; will you? Say
you will; say it, father, quick.”
His wasted hand rested lovingly on the bowed head of his father, who
faltered out: “Yes, Ben, I’ll try, I will, so help me God.”
“And He will help you, father, I’ll ask Him, now; He will hear me
because I am going to die,” and folding his hands reverently, Bennie
prayed, “Oh, Jesus, _man_ Jesus, I mean; please keep father from getting
drunk, and don’t let him trade at the groceries where they sell it; then
he won’t see it and want it so bad, and make him a good man, for
Christ’s sake.”
Bennie’s voice ceased, and for a long time there was silence in the
room, broken at last by the sound of steps outside, and Maggie came
rushing in, her arms full of presents and her cheeks glowing with
excitement and exercise. But she stopped quickly when she caught sight
of Bennie’s face. It was very white, with a rapt look upon it, as if he
were already lost to earth and was listening to “the shouts of them who
triumph, the song of them that feast.” But her voice called him back and
his eyes sparkled with pleasure for a moment as she spread his presents
before him, and told him how many times his name had been called.
“Six times; ’most as often as Wallie Morgan’s; and look, here’s a
Christmas card, and a bran-new suit of clothes, and a ball, and a top,
and a jumping jack, and—and—oh, Bennie, guess what else; a pair of
skates from Wallie Morgan.”
She had kept the skates for the last, knowing how her brother had wanted
them, and now, at sight of them, he did seem to brighten up, and took
them in his hands and examined them carefully; then, laying them where
he could see them, he said, “Yes, I’m so glad, and they are all so good.
I’d like to skate just once. I know I could beat Tom Carter in a little
while; but, Maggie, I’m going to die. It came to me to-night. I’m going
where Jesus is, and pa is not going to drink anymore, and Hetty must
stay home nights, and you must be a real good girl, and not romp and
tear your clothes so much.”
“Oh, Bennie, Bennie,” and all the brightness was gone from Maggie’s face
as she dropped beside the bed, and seizing her brother’s hand begged of
him to stay with her and not leave her all alone.
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