in concrete form, to Patricia Connell at Marden Court, he experienced
a reversion: his confidence was gone, the assured vision became a very
far-away possibility, a glory which he might hardly hope to attain.
Very slowly this latter aspect blotted out the first triumphant joy of
his discovery. Mundane things, such as Renata Aston's wishes, Caesar's
consent, and even the person of Geoffry Leverson interposed between
Patricia and him. This mood had its sway and in turn succumbed to an
awakening of his dormant will and every fighting instinct. Patricia
must be his, was his potentially, but he recognised she was not his
for the asking. He would have to acquire the right to say to Caesar, "I
want to marry Mrs. Aston's sister." Aymer might easily make the way
smooth for him, if he would. He had no reason then for believing he
would oppose the idea. Yet Christopher knew that in the gamut of
possible needs and desires the one thing he could not freely accept
from Caesar's hands was his wife. His life was before him, before
Patricia too. When he reached this point in his deliberation he made a
sudden movement. The fire had gone out and it was very cold.
Christopher decided it was time to go to bed.
CHAPTER XV
Jessie proved by no means averse to "gadding about," as her mother
expressed it. She and Mrs. Sartin turned up punctually at Aston House,
though laden with an air of desperate resolve. On their way they had
both cheerfully concealed some tremulous qualms and neither had
ventured to express a dormant wish that Mr. Christopher had chosen
some other spot for lunch than the lordly, sombre, half-opened house.
It was not until they stood beneath the great portico that their vague
discomfort got the upper hand, and Mrs. Sartin agreed without demur to
Jessie's suggestion that they should seek a smaller entrance. As they
were turning away the great door swung open and Christopher came out.
"How jolly of you to be so punctual," he cried, greeting them warmly.
"Where were you off to? Did you think I wasn't at home because the
blinds were down? They don't open all the house for me," he added,
leading the way through the great hall. "I live on the garden side."
Mrs. Sartin had no mind to hurry: she wanted to take in the solid
beauties as she passed. Jessie plucked her nervously by the sleeve
seeing Christopher was outpacing them, and terrified of being left in
that labyrinth of corridor without a guide. However, once within the
sunny little room with its homely comforts and Christopher's kindly
self for host, they regained their wonted composure.
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