She did not explain if she meant the danger or the cause, but he
obeyed and said no more. A terrible fear clamoured at his heart. Did
Geoffry Leverson know or did he not? and if he knew, would he even
understand? He tried to tell himself that if he could manage her, then
another, and that her acknowledged lover, could do so too, but he knew
this was false reasoning. Such power as he had over her lay in his
recognition that the irresistible inheritance was not an integral part
of Patricia, but was an exotic growth, foisted upon her by the
ill-understood laws of paternity, and finding no natural soil in her
pure self--something indeed, of a lower nature, that she must and
could override. He could have curbed it in the brief flash just over,
he knew, had his attention been free. It had died as it had come and
the penalty of the crushed fingers hurt him as unwarrantable, combined
with the peril they had run.
It was a fresh addition of cloud to the dimmed day to find Peter
Masters had not departed, but was staying the night.
CHAPTER XX
Aymer gazed out of the open window at Christopher and Peter Masters as
they walked to and fro on the terrace. He knew the subject they were
discussing, and he was already sure how it would end. But what were
the real issues involved he could not determine, and he was impotent,
by reason of his vow and will, to influence them. He could only lie
still and watch, tortured by jealous fear and the physical
helplessness that forbade him the one relief of movement for which his
soul craved. The patience the long years had schooled him into was
slipping away, and the elementary forces of his nature reigned in its
stead.
Under the overmastering impulse towards action he made a futile effort
to sit up that he might better follow the movements of the two
outside. It was a pathetic failure, and he swore fiercely as he fell
back and found his father's arms round him.
"Aymer, if you are going to be so childish, I shall tell Christopher
not to go."
"No. I'm a fool, but I won't have him know it. He must go if he
will."
"There is nothing to fear if he does. What is wrong with you?"
"I want to go back to town, I'm tired of this."
"You are far better here than in town," said his father uneasily.
"I'm well enough anywhere."
"I shall have to tell Christopher not to go."
"No." The tone was sharply negative again, and after a moment's
silence Aymer said in a low, grudging voice, "You've always helped
before; are you going to desert me now?"
For answer his father got up and pushed the big sliding sofa away from
the window.
"Very well, then behave yourself better, Aymer, and don't ford a
stream before you come to it. You've got to listen to Penruddock's
speech." He folded back the _Times_ and began to read.
When Christopher came back a little later he saw no sign of the
trouble. Perhaps he was a little too much engrossed in his own
perplexities to be as observant as usual.
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