Peter Masters shut the door of his room with a bang and going to an
ever-ready tray, helped himself to a whiskey and soda with a free
hand. Then he carefully selected a cigar of a brand he kept for the
Smoke of Great Decisions, and lit it. All this he did mechanically, by
force of habit, but after it was done, habit found no path for itself,
for Peter Masters was treading new roads, wandering in unaccustomed
regions, and found no solution to his problem in the ancient ways.
Was he, who for thirty-five years of life--from full manhood till
now--had never consulted any will or pleasure but his own--was he now
going to make a supreme denial to himself for no better reason than
the easing of a stricken man's burden?
The man once had been his friend, but the boy was his. And he wanted
him. He clenched his fist on the thought. He was perfectly aware of
his own will in this matter.
Even from the material or business point of view his need of a son and
heir had grown great of late. He had never contemplated the
non-existence of one, just as he had never contemplated the
non-existence of Elizabeth. He had counted, it is true, on
overpowering the alert senses of one who had known the pinch of
poverty with superabundant evidence of the fortune that was his. He
had noted the havoc wrought to great fortunes by children brought up
to regard great wealth as the natural standard of life; he meant to
avoid that error, and in the unnatural neglect of the boy he had
believed to be his, there was less callous indifference than Charles
Aston thought: it was more the outcome of a crooked reasoning which
placed the ultimate good of his fortune above the immediate well-being
of his child. The terrible event in Liverpool that had shattered his
almost childish belief in his wife's existence had also wiped away her
fading image from his mind. The whole force of his energetic nature
was focussed on the possible personality of his son. This Christopher
of Aymer Aston's upbringing, entirely different from all he had
purposed to find in his heir, called to him across forgotten waters.
His very obstinacy and will power were matters in which Peter
rejoiced--they were qualities no Aston had implanted. He was proud of
his son and his pride clamoured to possess in entirety what was his by
right of man.
What could prevent him? He sat biting his fingertips and frowning into
the gathering twilight without--at that persistent vision of Aymer
Aston's face.
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