‘DEAR MADAM,—Your note has reached me here. I am very sorry that my
engagements are so pressing that I cannot leave Germany at present.
I have written to Miss Hopgood. There is one subject which I cannot
mention to her—I cannot speak to her about money. Will you please
give me full information? I enclose £20, and I must trust to your
discretion. I thank you heartily for all your kindness.—Truly yours,
‘FRANK PALMER.’
‘MY DEAREST MADGE,—I cannot help saying one more word to you,
although, when I last saw you, you told me that it was useless for me
to hope. I know, however, that there is now another bond between us,
the child is mine as well as yours, and if I am not all that you
deserve, ought you to prevent me from doing my duty to it as well as
to you? It is true that if we were to marry I could never right you,
and perhaps my father would have nothing to do with us, but in time
he might relent, and I will come over at once, or, at least, the
moment I have settled some business here, and you shall be my wife.
Do, my dearest Madge, consent.’
When he came to this point his pen stopped. What he had written was very
smooth, but very tame and cold. However, nothing better presented
itself; he changed his position, sat back in his chair, and searched
himself, but could find nothing. It was not always so. Some months ago
there would have been no difficulty, and he would not have known when to
come to an end. The same thing would have been said a dozen times,
perhaps, but it would not have seemed the same to him, and each
succeeding repetition would have been felt with the force of novelty. He
took a scrap of paper and tried to draft two or three sentences, altered
them several times and made them worse. He then re-read the letter; it
was too short; but after all it contained what was necessary, and it must
go as it stood. She knew how he felt towards her. So he signed it after
giving his address at Hamburg, and it was posted.
Three or four days afterwards Mrs Marshall, in accordance with her usual
custom, went to see Madge before she was up. The child lay peacefully by
its mother’s side and Frank’s letter was upon the counterpane. The
resolution that no letter from him should be opened had been broken. The
two women had become great friends and, within the last few weeks, Madge
had compelled Mrs Marshall to call her by her Christian name.
‘You’ve had a letter from Mr Palmer; I was sure it was his handwriting
when it came late last night.’
‘You can read it; there is nothing private in it.’
She turned round to the child and Mrs Marshall sat down and read. When
she had finished she laid the letter on the bed again and was silent.
‘Well?’ said Madge. ‘Would you say “No?”’
‘Yes, I would.’
‘For your own sake, as well as for his?’
Mrs Marshall took up the letter and read half of it again.
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