She thought this very diplomatic, inasmuch as nobody but Frank could
possibly suspect what the letter meant. It went to Stoke Newington, but,
alas! he was in Germany, and poor Mrs Caffyn had to wait a week before
she received a reply. Frank of course understood it. Although he had
thought about Madge continually, he had become calmer. He saw, it is
true, that there was no stability in his position, and that he could not
possibly remain where he was. Had Madge been the commonest of the
common, and his relationship to her the commonest of the common, he could
not permit her to cast herself loose from him for ever and take upon
herself the whole burden of his misdeed. But he did not know what to do,
and, as successive considerations and reconsiderations ended in nothing,
and the distractions of a foreign country were so numerous, Madge had for
a time been put aside, like a huge bill which we cannot pay, and which
staggers us. We therefore docket it, and hide it in the desk, and we
imagine we have done something. Once again, however, the flame leapt up
out of the ashes, vivid as ever. Once again the thought that he had been
so close to Madge, and that she had yielded to him, touched him with
peculiar tenderness, and it seemed impossible to part himself from her.
To a man with any of the nobler qualities of man it is not only a sense
of honour which binds him to a woman who has given him all she has to
give. Separation seems unnatural, monstrous, a divorce from himself; it
is not she alone, but it is himself whom he abandons. Frank’s duty, too,
pointed imperiously to the path he ought to take, duty to the child as
well as to the mother. He determined to go home, secretly; Mrs Caffyn
would not have written if she had not seen good reason for believing that
Madge still belonged to him. He made up his mind to start the next day,
but when the next day came, instructions to go immediately to Hamburg
arrived from his father. There were rumours of the insolvency of a house
with which Mr Palmer dealt; inquiries were necessary which could better
be made personally, and if these rumours were correct, as Mr Palmer
believed them to be, his agency must be transferred to some other firm.
There was now no possibility of a journey to England. For a moment he
debated whether, when he was at Hamburg, he could not slip over to
London, but it would be dangerous. Further orders might come from his
father, and the failure to acknowledge them would lead to evasion, and
perhaps to discovery. He must, therefore, content himself with a written
explanation to Mrs Caffyn why he could not meet her, and there should be
one more effort to make atonement to Madge. This was what went to Mrs
Caffyn, and to her lodger:—
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