They had gone quite round Bedford Square without entering Great Russell
Street, which was the way eastwards. A drunken man was holding on by the
railings of the Square. He had apparently been hesitating for some time
whether he could reach the road, and, just as Baruch and Clara came up to
him, he made a lurch towards it, and nearly fell over them. Clara
instinctively seized Baruch’s arm in order to avoid the poor, staggering
mortal; they went once more to the right, and began to complete another
circuit. Somehow her arm had been drawn into Baruch’s, and there it
remained.
‘Have you any friends in London?’ said Baruch.
‘There are Mrs Caffyn, her son and daughter, and there is Mr A. J. Scott.
He was a friend of my father.’
‘You mean the Mr Scott who was Irving’s assistant?’
‘Yes.’
‘An addition—’ he was about to say, ‘an additional bond’ but he corrected
himself. ‘A bond between us; I know Mr Scott.’
‘Do you really? I suppose you know many interesting people in London, as
you are in his circle.’
‘Very few; weeks, months have passed since anybody has said as much to me
as you have.’
His voice quivered a little, for he was trembling with an emotion quite
inexplicable by mere intellectual relationship. Something came through
Clara’s glove as her hand rested on his wrist which ran through every
nerve and sent the blood into his head.
Clara felt his excitement and dreaded lest he should say something to
which she could give no answer, and when they came opposite Great Russell
Street, she withdrew her arm from his, and began to cross to the opposite
pavement. She turned the conversation towards some indifferent subject,
and in a few minutes they were at Great Ormond Street. Baruch would not
go in as he had intended; he thought it was about to rain, and he was
late. As he went along he became calmer, and when he was fairly indoors
he had passed into a despair entirely inconsistent—superficially—with the
philosopher Baruch, as inconsistent as the irrational behaviour in
Bedford Square. He could well enough interpret, so he believed, Miss
Hopgood’s suppression of him. Ass that he was not to see what he ought
to have known so well, that he was playing the fool to her; he, with a
grown-up son, to pretend to romance with a girl! At that moment she
might be mocking him, or, if she was too good for mockery, she might be
contriving to avoid or to quench him. The next time he met her, he would
be made to understand that he was _pitied_, and perhaps he would then
learn the name of the youth who was his rival, and had won her. He would
often meet her, no doubt, but of what value would anything he could say
be to her. She could not be expected to make fine distinctions, and
there was a class of elderly men, to which of course he would be
assigned, but the thought was too horrible.
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