BARUCH sat and mused before he went to bed. He had gone out stirred by
an idea, but it was already dead. Then he began to think about Clara.
Who was this Dennis who visited the Marshalls and the Hopgoods? Oh! for
an hour of his youth! Fifteen years ago the word would have come
unbidden if he had seen Clara, but now, in place of the word, there was
hesitation, shame. He must make up his mind to renounce for ever. But,
although this conclusion had forced itself upon him overnight as
inevitable, he could not resist the temptation when he rose the next
morning of plotting to meet Clara, and he walked up and down the street
opposite the shop door that evening nearly a quarter of an hour, just
before closing time, hoping that she might come out and that he might
have the opportunity of overtaking her apparently by accident. At last,
fearing he might miss her, he went in and found she had a companion whom
he instantly knew, before any induction, to be her sister. Madge was not
now the Madge whom we knew at Fenmarket. She was thinner in the face and
paler. Nevertheless, she was not careless; she was even more particular
in her costume, but it was simpler. If anything, perhaps, she was a
little prouder. She was more attractive, certainly, than she had ever
been, although her face could not be said to be handsomer. The slight
prominence of the cheek-bone, the slight hollow underneath, the loss of
colour, were perhaps defects, but they said something which had a meaning
in it superior to that of the tint of the peach. She had been reading a
book while Clara was balancing her cash, and she attempted to replace it.
The shelf was a little too high, and the volume fell upon the ground. It
contained Shelley’s _Revolt of Islam_.
‘Have you read Shelley?’ said Baruch.
‘Every line—when I was much younger.’
‘Do you read him now?’
‘Not much. I was an enthusiast for him when I was nineteen, but I find
that his subject matter is rather thin, and his themes are a little worn.
He was entirely enslaved by the ideals of the French Revolution. Take
away what the French Revolution contributed to his poetry, and there is
not much left.’
‘As a man he is not very attractive to me.’
‘Nor to me; I never shall forgive his treatment of Harriet.’
‘I suppose he had ceased to love her, and he thought, therefore, he was
justified in leaving her.’
Madge turned and fixed her eyes, unobserved, on Baruch. He was looking
straight at the bookshelves. There was not, and, indeed, how could there
be, any reference to herself.
‘I should put it in this way,’ she said, ‘that he thought he was
justified in sacrificing a woman for the sake of an _impulse_. Call this
a defect or a crime—whichever you like—it is repellent to me. It makes
no difference to me to know that he believed the impulse to be divine.’
‘I wish,’ interrupted Clara, ‘you two would choose less exciting subjects
of conversation; my totals will not come right.’
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