‘A man, if he has a real desire to be of any service, can generally
gratify it to some extent; a woman as a rule cannot, although a woman’s
enthusiasm is deeper than a man’s. You can join Mazzini to-morrow, I
suppose, if you like.’
‘It is a supposition not quite justifiable, and if I were free to go I
could not.’
‘Why?’
‘I am not fitted for such work; I have not sufficient faith. When I see
a flag waving, a doubt always intrudes. Long ago I was forced to the
conclusion that I should have to be content with a life which did not
extend outside itself.’
‘I am sure that many women blunder into the wrong path, not because they
are bad, but simply because—if I may say so—they are too good.’
‘Maybe you are right. The inability to obtain mere pleasure has not
produced the misery which has been begotten of mistaken or baffled
self-sacrifice. But do you mean to say that you would like to enlist
under Mazzini?’
‘No!’
Baruch thought she referred to her child, and he was silent.
‘You are a philosopher,’ said Madge, after a pause. ‘Have you never
discovered anything which will enable us to submit to be useless?’
‘That is to say, have I discovered a religion? for the core of religion
is the relationship of the individual to the whole, the faith that the
poorest and meanest of us is a person. That is the real strength of all
religions.’
‘Well, go on; what do you believe?’
‘I can only say it like a creed; I have no demonstration, at least none
such as I would venture to put into words. Perhaps the highest of all
truths is incapable of demonstration and can only be stated. Perhaps,
also, the statement, at least to some of us, is a sufficient
demonstration. I believe that inability to imagine a thing is not a
reason for its non-existence. If the infinite is a conclusion which is
forced upon me, the fact that I cannot picture it does not disprove it.
I believe, also, in thought and the soul, and it is nothing to me that I
cannot explain them by attributes belonging to body. That being so, the
difficulties which arise from the perpetual and unconscious confusion of
the qualities of thought and soul with those of body disappear. Our
imagination represents to itself souls like pebbles, and asks itself what
count can be kept of a million, but number in such a case is
inapplicable. I believe that all thought is a manifestation of the
Being, who is One, whom you may call God if you like, and that, as It
never was created, It will never be destroyed.’
‘But,’ said Madge, interrupting him, ‘although you began by warning me
not to expect that you would prove anything, you can tell me whether you
have any kind of basis for what you say, or whether it is all a dream.’
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