In the long dark room so bare and comfortless, and, to-day, so lonely
and cold, I got my usual books and studies, and tried, all in vain, to
fix my attention on them. Finding the effort so fruitless, I packed up
my things in the little black bag and rose to depart. Turning round, I
saw on the table, where students’ works were exhibited, a small object
newly placed there. It was a statuette in white marble of a magnificent
red deer, such as I had seen once or twice in the north of Devon. The
listening attitude, the turn of the neck, the light poise of the massive
head, even the mild, yet spirited eye, and the quivering sensitive lip,
I could answer for them all, they were done to the very life. Truth,
power, and elegance triumphed in every vein of it. For a minute I stood
overcome with wonder. If this were the work of a youthful sculptor,
England might hope at last for something beyond the grotesque.
Before me rose at once all the woodland scenery, the hill-side garbed
with every shade of green, the brambled quarry standing forth, the
trees, the winding vales embosoming the light, the haze that hovers
above the watersmeet, bold crests of amaranth heath behind, and far away
the russet wold of Exmoor. The stag in the foreground of my landscape,
I feel so grateful to him for this expanse of vision that I stoop down
and kiss him, while no one can see me. As I bend, the gordit drops from
its warm home in my breast. By some impulse undefined I lift the ribbon
from my neck, and hang the little fairy’s heart on the antlers of the
Devonshire deer. Out springs from behind a chest full of casts and
models--what model can compare with her?--the loveliest of all lovely
beings, my little Isola Ross.
I hide the tears in my eyes, and try to look cold and reserved. What
use is it? One smile of hers would have disarmed Belial.
"It isn’t my fault, dear. It isn’t indeed. Oh, please give me that
cordetto. No don’t. That is why I loved you so at first sight. And
here is all my money dear. I have carried it about ever since, though I
sewed up the purse not to spend it, and only once cut it open. They
made me promise, and I would not eat for three days, and I tried to be
sulky with Pappy because he did not care; they made me promise with all
my honour not to go and see you, and Cora came about with me so that I
had no chance of breaking it. And I would not tell them where you
lived, dear; but I led old Cora a dance through your street on the side
you live, till she began to suspect. But I could never see you, though I
looked in at all the windows till I was quite ashamed, and the people
kissed their hands to me."
Poor little dear! I lived upstairs, and could not have seen her without
standing out on the balcony, which was about the size of a chess-board.
If she had not been so simple as to walk on my side of the street, she
must have seen me ere long, for I sat all day near the window to draw,
when I was not away at my school.
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