To return to my mother. As spring came on, and the beautiful country
around us freshened and took green life from the balmy air, I even
ventured to hope that the good yeoman’s words would be true. He had
become, by this time, a great friend of ours, doing his utmost that we
might not feel the loss of our faithful Thomas Henwood.
Poor Thomas had been very loth to depart; but I found, as we got
settled, that my mother ceased to want him, and it would have been wrong
as well as foolish to keep him any longer. He invested his savings in a
public-house at Gloucester, which he called the "Vaughan Arms," and soon
afterwards married Jane Hiatt, a daughter of our head game-keeper; or I
ought to say, Mr. Vaughan’s.
Ann Maples remained with us still. We lived, as may be supposed, in the
most retired manner. My time was chiefly occupied in attendance upon
dear mother, and in attempts to create for her some of those countless
comforts, whose value we know not until they are lost. After breakfast,
my mother would read for an hour her favourite parts of Scripture, and
vainly endeavour to lead me into the paths of peace. Her soul discarded
more and more the travel garb and wayfaring troubles of this lower
existence, as, day by day, it won a nearer view of the golden gate, and
the glories beyond; with which I have seen her eyes suffused, like the
lucid heaven with sunrise. It has been said, and I believe, that there
is nothing, in all our material world, so lovely as a fair woman looking
on high for the angels she knows to be waiting for her.
Even I, though looking in an opposite direction, and for an opposite
being, could not but admire that gentle meekness, whose absence formed
the main fault of my character. Not that I was hard-hearted, or cross,
(unless self-love deceives me), but restless yearning and hatred were
ever at work within me; and these repel things of a milder nature, as a
bullet cries tush to the zephyr.
CHAPTER XV.
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