Three months after our return, one breezy afternoon in August, when the
heath had long succeeded the gorse and broom upon the cleve, and the
children were searching for "wuts" and half-kerneled nuts, I sat on a
fallen tree, where a break in the copse made a frame for one of our
favourite views. Of late I had been trying to take some sketches in
water-colours of what my mother and I had so often admired together, and
this had been kept for the last. Wild as the scheme may appear to all
who know the world and its high contempt for woman’s skill, I had some
hope of earning money in London by the pencil, and was doing my utmost
to advance in art. Also, I wished to take away with me some memorials
of a time comparatively happy.
Little Sally Huxtable, a dear little child, now my chief companion, had
strayed into the wood to string more strawberry beads on her spike of
grass, for the wood strawberries here last almost to the equinox; and I
had just roughed in my outline, and was correcting the bold strokes, by
nature’s soft gradations; when suddenly through a cobnut bush, and down
the steep bank at my side, came, in a sliding canter, a magnificent red
deer. He passed so close before me, with antlers, like a varnished
crabstick, russet in the sun, that I could have touched his brown flank
with my pencil. Being in no hurry or fright whatever, he regarded me
from his large deep eyes with a look of courteous interest, a dignified
curiosity too well bred for words; and then, as if with an evening of
pleasant business before him, trotted away through the podded wild broom
on the left.
Before I had time to call him back, which, with a childish impulse, I
was about to do, the nutbush where he had entered moved again, and,
laughing at his own predicament on the steep descent, a young man leaped
and landed in the bramble at my feet. Before me stood the one whom we
had so often longed to thank. But at sight of me, his countenance
changed entirely. The face, so playful just before, suddenly grew dark
and sad, and, with a distant salutation, he was hurrying away, when I
sprang forward and caught him by the hand. Every nerve in my body
thrilled, as I felt the grasp that had saved my mother and me.
"Excuse me," he said coldly, "I will lose my prey."
But I would not let him go so curtly. What I said I cannot tell, only
that it was very foolish, and clumsy, and cold by the side of what I
felt. Whom but God and him had I to thank for my mother’s peaceful end,
and all her treasured words, each worth a dozen lives of mine? He
answered not at all, nor looked at me; but listened with a cold
constraint, and, as I thought, contemptuous pity, at which my pride
began to take alarm.
"Sir," I exclaimed, when still he answered not, "Sir, I will detain you
no longer from murdering that poor stag."
He answered very haughtily, "I am not of the Devonshire hunters, who
toil to exterminate this noble race."
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