We went along the passage, until we came to the door. I was surprised
to see a new door across the lobby, very closely fitted. There was an
inner door also, and the nurse did not seem very wakeful. Instead of
knocking again, Matilda retreated hastily. At last the nurse appeared,
and I found her to be a very respectable woman, who had been with my
mother, through several attacks of illness. A dark suspicion, which I
had scarcely confessed to myself, was partly allayed hereby. After
whispering for a few moments, she led me into the dimly lighted room,
and to my uncle’s bed.
I started back in terror. Prepared as I was for a very great change,
what I saw astounded me. The face so drawn and warped aside, withered
and yet pulpy, with an undercast of blue; the lines of the mouth so
trenched and livid, that the screwed lips were like a bull’s-eye in a
blue diamond pane; and the hair, so dark and curly when last I saw him,
now shredded in patches of waxy gray. The only sign of life I saw, was
a feeble twitching of the bed-clothes, every now and then. The poor
eyes were closed, hard, and wrinkled round; one wasted arm lay on the
quilt, the hand bent up at the wrist, the fingers clutched yet flabby,
and as cold as death. It was a sight for human pride to cower at, and
be quelled.
"Is he like this always?"
"No," she replied, "but he has been so now for ten hours and more:
generally he is taken with pain and thirst, every six hours; and it
makes my heart ache to hear him moan and cry."
"Does he say anything particular then?"
God knows I was not pursuing my own fell purpose in asking this. Thank
Him, I was not such a fiend as that. All I wished was to relieve him
whom I pitied so.
"Yes, he opens his eyes and stares, and then he always says, and he
tries to shake his head only he isn’t strong enough, ’My fault, ah me,
my fault, and to rob them too! If I could but see her, if I could but
see her, and die!’ He always says that first, and then that exhausts
him so, he can hardly say ’water’ after, and then he moans so
melancholy, and then he goes off again."
The tears stood in her eyes, for she had a tender heart. I burst into my
usual violent flood, for I never have any half-crying.
"Have you any medicine to give him?"
"No, Miss, no more; he has taken a shopful already, though he can only
swallow at the time he wakes up. The doctor said to-night he could do no
more; this awful black fever must end in mortification; no medicine
moves it at all."
"Did the doctor call it black fever?"
"Yes, the very worst form of typhus of the real Irish type, such as they
have had once or twice in Manchester. It has settled most on the
stomach, but all the blood is poisoned."
And she sprinkled herself, and the bed again, with disinfecting fluid,
and threw some over me.
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