"No, Miss, only to-day, and not as you thinks; no fit at all, nor
paralyatic stroke. He went off quiet as a lamb, as near as could be
three o’clock. He was very poorly before; but he had a deal to do, and
would not give in on no account. He was sitting by himself in the study
after breakfast, and at last he rang the bell, and told them to send me
up. When I went in, he was bolt upright in his chair, with a beautiful
smile on his face, but so pale, white I ought to say, Miss, and so weak
he could hardly move. ’John,’ he says, ’Yes, Sir,’ says I; ’John,’ he
says again, ’you are a most respectable man, and I can trust you with
anything in the world, John. Take this letter for Miss Vaughan, and put
it with your own hands into her own, directly the moment she comes back.
I am rather uneasy about the poor girl,’ he says, as it were to himself.
’Which Miss Vaughan, Sir?’ says I. ’Your mistress, John. Can’t you see
what is written on it? And now help me upstairs; and if ever I spoke to
you harshly, John Hoxton, I ask your pardon for it. You will find as I
haven’t forgotten you.’ And with that I helped him upstairs, Miss, and
I had almost to carry him; and then he says, ’Help me to bed, John. I
would like to die in my bed, and it will save some trouble. And let me
look out of the window; what a lovely day it is, it reminds me quite of
the South. So I set him up in the bed, Miss, handy altogether, and
beautiful, and he could see two larks on the lawn, and he asked me what
they was. Then he says, ’Thank you, John, you have done it wonderful
well, and I hope they won’t speak evil of me round this place, after I
am gone. I have tried to do my duty, John, as between man and man:
though I would be softer with them, if I had my time over again. Now
send my daughter to me, though I wish I had seen my son, John. But I
ought to be very thankful, and what’s more, I am. All of you likes Miss
Lily, unless they tell me stories, John.’ ’Sir,’ says I, ’we wusships
her, though not like our own Miss Vaughan.’"
Ah, John Hoxton, did you say that to him, I wonder, or interpolate, _ex
post facto_?
"So he looked very pleased at that, Miss, and he says again, ’John, let
all that love her know that she is the living image of her mother. Now
go and send her quickly; but John, take care not to frighten my little
darling.’ So I went and found Miss Lily got along with the Shetland
pony and giving it bits of clover, and I sent her up and Jane too, for I
was dreadfully frightened, and you away, Miss, at the time. And what
come afterwards I can’t tell, only no luncheon went up, and there was
orders not to ring the bell for the servants’ dinner; and I heard poor
Miss Lily crying terrible all along the corridor, and I did hear say
that his last words was, and he trying to raise his arms toward the
window, ’Blessed be God, I can see my own Lily,’ but she warn’t that
side of the bed, Miss; so he must have made some mistake."
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